Hopeful dreaming of times before the pain.
Friday @ 11/20/2009

 Up all night, got demons to fight. 

Fryday. What's up with friday? :| Bori.. No. Can't really say this day was boring. I had fun, and was laughing all the time. Wth. Monthly periods does give me this kind of attitude. And I'm really really sorry for that. ;)

Yeah. Just like what I've said, I had fun. :)) Carl kse. Kim's face always made him laugh. No, Kim's not even joking around. Idk to Carl, But he LOLs whenever he stare at Kim's pretty face. :P And that'll make me laugh hard too. Wth.

Designed the room for the IPTC tomoru. "Designed" is not even the right word for that. Design means to beautify something, or blabla. Whtvr. Bsata yun. And we did NOT made the room presentable enough. :))

Hnm, I had fun. But that doesn't mean I was happy all the time. Eek. The thing that was glued to my mind yesterday was still bugging me. Y'know, can't just let that *thing slip through.. Tss. It was really weird for that person to.. Wah. Nvm.

And the scene that happened during ELA time was not good either. :\ Damn her, the both of 'em. Wanna guess? :P - She's getting on my nerve. I mean.. She's been absent for days. She skipped many practices. She doesn't know the latest changes. She doesn't know the things we've been through when she's not around. And now that she's present, It's like she doesn't even care. F ck.. Goooodluck to her. :|

Arr. x_o What made my day? None. I guess. Hah, yeah. The - - - -. :P Won't continue. Sorry, i'll keep it to myself. Tsk. Yeah, so IPTC tomorrow. Wth. I'll be dead. Haha! :>

Ugh. Craving for my love again. :\ Starbucks. ONE TOFFEE NUT FRAPPUCCINO FOR Thalia! Eek. Starbucks nman diaan. Haha. - Gonna have practices for tomorrow. 1pm - 4, I guess? Woo. I'm bloody nervous. Can you imagine, it's only days away? Huu. Got my costume ready naa, pero.. Ewan.

Shoot me. Nah, really. I'm serious. Desperate to escape this *thing I'm feeling. :| Haha! Well, goodluck. I've been thinking about this since last last week. Lols. Er, another problem glued to my mind. Poor me. 8-| I always thought it was a bloody mistake. Darn. Emo, amf. Idc.. No one knew all the pain i've been through. 8-| 

RT: Abby. Yeah, She loves me daw. Haha. I love her even moaar. :") Yeah, it's nothing. Belated Happy Anniversary. :P Nibati ko sia. Sayang, hndi kita nabti nun. ^^

I'm KINDA feeling a little soggy this day. Due to the fact that I got my Monthly period today. My second day actually.. And the feeling when something's pouring out from you. Eeeww.

Gotta end this here naa.
- Bye. :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥