My Wonderwall. :))

Live forever, never say never

2011-04-02T02:30:00.000-07:00

Mind over matter, that's what she says

Oh God, I'm tired. And there's nothing to be tired of. I mean, all I did was eat. And use the computer. I mean, my sister's laptop. Which means I'm in a comfortable position the whole day. Op, I think I know what to blame; fucking menstruation. Meh.

Summer's really boring. And I'm broke! Hello, how lame is that? This awesome people I follow on Tumblr are selling ballers. One, even, is selling My Chemical Romance ballers. And I just don't have enough funds to buy all of 'em. Eek. I wish my parents still give me money even during summer. But that's impossible. Damn.

Good Charlotte's having concert here soon. I think it's sponsored my Ayala Malls. But I don't listen to them, lol. I just wanted to put it here. Op, and Bruno Mars too! And The Script! But it'll be held Araneta. And Araneta is so faaaaar from here. And the tickets! I think TS tickets are around a thousand or something. I don't know.

I think the only way for me to earn money is by attending SciMathEla. Which I don't find interesting. It may help me attain good grades for my Junior year, though. But, no. I just don't do those kind of stuff. I don't know. I'm still thinking about it. Hmn. Money or Death? Asdfklsdkjad

My abdomen really hurts. I think I should get some rest. Lol, bye for now.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

If you ever loved somebody, put your hands up!

2010-12-26T05:46:00.000-08:00

We love like vampires

I MISS BLOGGING. It's the 26th day of December, *U* And well. The usual, I'm bored. So I'm just gonna sit my ass here and do this thing. So what now, huh. (Oh why do I always ran out of words to say. /kidney) Funny how I promised to keep this blog updated, and yet I always can't find time to blog. Oh, you can blame Tumblr! Haha. Kidding.

Let's start with my Christmas. Well, mine is pretty much boring. I feel envious, because I know you guise enjoyed yours. And it's only yesterday that I've realized our Christmases aren't traditional. I kind of wish we have this "rules" to follow. Like, going on a trip every year. Or exchange gifts. Yes, we don't have exchange gifts. Maybe because it's unfair on Yasmin's part. (She still doesn't know who Santa is! So.. Ssh!) Oh, I don't know.

As for the gifts.. Well, I didn't receive any gifts from my family. Oh. Actually, I did. But they weren't wrapped! And most of 'em are cash. So, pathetic me is pathetic. This year's Christmas is, really really different for me.

Oh. My cousins are here too. Well, at first it was a bit awkward because the last time we saw each other was I think.. 6 years ago? I don't know, I lost track. They're from my Mother's side so.. We get along pretty well. Ha.

Okay, having them here for Christmas is, I wouldn't deny, fun. But.. Part of me says that maybe without them here would be a lot better. I mean, you know. Less pressure. Less worries. Oh. Am I being selfish here? Forget it. Lol. I like them, really. No sarcasm included. But see, spending your Christmas with your family. Just your family is much.. Better.

Enough with this Christmas talk.

Heh. Went to MOA earlier to tour my cousins. It was fine. Though the weather wasn't really cooperating, because the sky looks sad. Aw. Lolwhut. Bought myself a watch which is cheap. Well, for a watch, yes it's cheap. But it's cute so, disregard the cheap part.

Idk what to say anymore. Uh, oh! Yes. I submitted a text post to Dear Mr. Potter 2 weeks ago. Guess what. Yesterday, I saw it on my dashboard. Hoehoe. The best gift ever. Lolkidding.

Oh, I'm sleepy.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

You treat me just like another stranger

2010-09-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

Ignorance is my new bestfriend

September 20th; It isn't really a good day for me. Well I guess September 20 isn't really a good day for all of us? See, someone died from our school. She's a teacher named Terrie or was it Terri? Idk. But yeah. It kind of scares the shit out of me. I mean, the fact that someone can be dead in a matter of seconds. Or you can be dead anytime, anywhere.

I failed Math. (What's new, I always fail at Math. I don't even know why~) Fuck Math. Loljk. But it really makes my brain bleed. Hey, it's not exaggerated.

Um.. Guess what? I made a refrigerated cake last Sunday. I feel proud. Cause it actually taste good. (You might probably be thinking, how could someone be proud of making something like a refrigerated cake. Lawl. So what~) It's an Oreo flavored Refrigerated Cake topped with Chocolate Syrup. Mehehe. It was kind of messy to do, though. Considering the fact that we still don't has a water supply here in our village. Sucks, I know.

Dairyman; which is available in our school is hella freaking good. Dairyman is a brand of an Ice cream, just so you know. I ate the Oreo flavored one this morning. Lawl, yum :3

Aasdkhaskjda; I'm such a stupid girl. I really thought Drei's birthday is on 28th. Lawlz~ It was all over facebook. His page was even full of greetings. Yet I was like, "What a sick joke. Heck yeah, your birthday is not until on 28th" Rude me is rude. *facepalm*

Last night, daddy called. I guess I wasn't in the mood to talk to him or something. I don't know. I asked my sister, Yasmin to tell him I'm already asleep. Lawl~ It was only 9 in the evening. But.. Idk. Everytime he calls, it's the same old story..

Dad: How're you?

Me: Fine. You?

D: Good. Your sister?

Me: Which one?

D: Orange?
Me: Oh, she's good.

D: And Yasmin?

Me: Fine.

D: And, Paul?

Me: Oh, he's doing good.

D: Oh.

Me: Yeah.

D: Give the phone to your Mom, I need to blah blah blah blah. I love you (lawl) and take care.

Me: Yeah. Same with you.

Okay. Just so people know, this is our official script. Funny, huh. *insert serious face here* Laek shit? Maybe I was just tired. Idek, I just find it awkward talking to him and for some reasons.. We're not just that close.

Hey. It's already past nine. I need to get some sleep. :)

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

I'll be your teenage dream tonight :3

2010-07-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

I'll pop a glock in your mouth and make a brain slushie.

Idk why~ But Tumblr's bitching me, so.. I'll just share my day with you. Okay? Okay. And, I'll try my best to update this, atleast once a week? Not sure. :3

So we went to my Ninang's place. She had one of her breasts removed because of Cancer. It's been forever since I last saw her. Not much has changed. She even look healthier than before? I don't know. But.. Yeah. She told us stories about her operation last month. This may sound gross, but she showed us her breasts. Okay. That was kind of awkard. But the stitches are still visible. *u* She even mentioned that around 15 lymph nodes were removed on her underarm? I guess? That's what she said.

Anyway, my other ninang whose name is Merly was a survivor. She was there, too. She gave her advices and stuffs. I was amazed.. I mean hello? It takes alot of courage to surive such thing. She was 28 when her breasts was removed. Wow.. Just, wow.

It was already around 9. So we decided to eat dinner at MOA. Baked Ziti, you're incredibly awesome. *u* Since the Taxi line was sooooooo long. We rode green cab instead. I know, it sux. Anyway, there was a cute guy. Whose face is familiar. I know I've seen him before. I just don't know where when and why. Hee~ But he's cute, really. ~*KiLiGz*~

Bitch, we'll fucking miss you. Send us chocolates, okay? Okay. Thanks in advance. Lol~

My left foot freaking hurts. Moa, you are the one to blame. Why are you so big, ok. ;___; I lake you that way, though. Haha.

Uh, ok? hasgdajkshdaklsdjal;shfdakljsdhalkshdkajsdhalkhdkjsayhalksjda;sldk
a;lsdhaskldhakjsgdjksadghsakjdhkjhskjhskjhdjkashdjksahdjskhdg ahdkljshakjdh. K thanks. Bye.

]// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Half of my heart's got a right mind

2010-07-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

..To tell you, that I can't keep loving you.

Yo, blog~ missed me? It's been awhile. Well.. It's been months. I'm sorry, okay? I was just so busy with school and stuffs. I'm just bored right nao, That I've decided updating you won't kill. So.. What now?

This day has been good. Went smooth. And blah blah blah. I was just annoyed with this kasgdaksd girl. I mean, hell-o? Don't you have your own brain? Can't you feel that I'm pissed? Omg. You kept on copying my work, which is no good (by the way). You were so.. asdfkhadk I can't find the right words. Annoying little brat. *roll eyes*

You were also being "superior" or whatever you call it on your HO partner. I've heard ALL of the things you said to her. Yes all of them. And then, you approached me and told the opposite things. Why, girl, why. You're impossible.

You asked her to listen and study. But did you? I'm trying my best to be generous, though. I tried to understand her place. Maybe she's just blah blah blah. Oh, I just think it's too much? I'm trying my best to fight my sleepiness and listen to our discussion. But did she even tried to do those, too? She would always ask questions. Which are self explanatory. Ugghhh~

Or.. Maybe I'm too selfish? Am I? I don't know~ Oh lawd.

Anyway, I learned how to Fishtail Braid my hair a few days ago. Awesome. Go, try it too. But it takes time. And alot of practice. And.. Patience. Youtube is really really helpful with things like this. *u*

Friday. Friday. I need you nao. Please? All of us needs sleep. I don't know why, But I'm tired. Lol. Tired of being tired..

I just bought Rick Riordan's The Lightning Thief last Saturday. Percy Jackson and The Olympians series is.. Just so sdlkahdajs. For me. Okay. This may sound weird but I started reading its third book, then the second. The fourth, fifth and the first. The movie is so different from the book. Like, different. In the book it was Ares who tricked or betrayed Percy. But in the movie it was Luke. Hee~

I freaking don't know why, but I hate Stats. I'd rather solve Math's problems. Loljk. I hate it both. But.. Atleast solving is much easier than to. You know. Ha. *evil laugh*

I just saw a belly on my dash. And, it reminded me that I really really need to go on a diet righ nao. This time, I'm serious. But I just can't, you know. Everybody knows it's hard. Especially when you're this young. BWAHAHAHA~ Kidding. But I need to. I'll really.. try my best. Wish me luck. Thanks.

I still need to do my Math homework. So I'm leaving you with this:

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

The Church of Hot Addiction

2010-05-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

Karma's only a bitch, if you are :)

Hi blog. School is coming. :< And I don't like it. I already have the stuffs needed for school, tho. But still. God, I'm not yet ready! Not yet ready. Not yet ready. Pleease.

Blah blah blah. Anyway, watched Kick Ass earlier. Chloe Moretz did a great job as Hit girl. :bd

Monday/May 24th; Out all day with buddies. Ah, it's been a month or two since I last saw them. Feels great. ♥ ajdawkldjoeaslkdlasda. Bakit wala na akong masabi. Hahaha! Shet. Went to ATC then SBCA. There was this girl who really looks good. :bd

Wait, my mother doesn't know that I went to SBCA with friends, okay? So. Please, just don't tell her. Thanks. 8-|

Speaking of Mom. She bought this thing, which she calls "Ab trainer". Yes, sounds weird. I know. I think it's for your tummy and blah. I don't know really. But I'm planning to try it, tho. I'd love to get rid of my fucking ~~bilbil~~. K. Hahaha.

School. School. School. I miss my friends, yes. And the ALLOWANCE, of course. But, ugh. The pressures and the crammings, the sleepless nights and the projects? No. Not really. Going to school everyday means; No more Tumblr All day. & Waking up early? Shizz.

And, hey. WHY DO I SUCK IN COOKING PANCAKES? Fml. I feel.. Stupid. So I was like bragging the other day, that my mom should by me a box of Pancake flour because I know how to cook it. I ended up having it toasted. And I mean it like, burned. K. /eye

I feel hot. Literally. I'd be melted in a minute, care to.. Put me in a fridge? ~~What did I just say?!~~ It's getting hot in here.. So take of all your clothes.

OH SHIT. Ask me why. Quick! Quick! (WHY) I just feel like saying so. So, yeah. Lulz. OH SHIT. I think I should end this. This fuckery. FUCKERY! KTHXBAI. :-h

If you love someone to pieces..

Is that why you BREAK UP?

/ I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Thinking maybe you'd come back..

2010-05-08T11:05:00.000-07:00

When you blush, the lining of your stomach also turns red.

Hi, blog. It's already 1:25am on my desktop clock. I am bored you know. And I couldn't think of anything else better to do than this. Lol, yeah. Will try to keep this long. Will TRY, okay?

Mom woke me up around 9. Yes, 9am. Too early, you know? Especially for a kid like me who used to sleep late. Late like 3 am in the morning. :| So her reason was we're going to buy groceries. I told her, okay and asked her what time should I ready myself. And guess what, her answer was "3pm". Why in the world did she wake me up so early. -_- I could've slept longer. Shizz.

Anyway, I was like "mom, could you buy me this, and that?" all throughout the day. Well, not really the whole day. But I hope you do get what I mean. Sht, I'm being nonsense here. Lol. So there, she bought me two boxes of Pocky, Strawberry and Chocolate.. And. *drumroll* A pack of OREO MINT! Yayy! \:D/

So, yeah. That pretty much made my day.

I don't really get AnonTexters. I mean, duh. Why would they even bother to guess numbers and cheberloo. Oh, I can't find the right words. Lol. I have this one AnonTexter, he texted me last Friday. I didn't want him to know my real identity. And so, I told him I was ~~KIM~~ and I study at ~~HHIS~~. That was the last text I sent him, though. But he still keeps on sending me messages. Fuck. ~ Oh well, I think I know him na. Hihi. 8-|

WHY IS BLAKE LIVELY so PRETTY? *sigh* I don't know why I like her. I just find her utterly beautiful. And Emma Watson! Shizz. She's the girl. FTW. Lol.

My formspring is so quiet. My friendster is lame. My Facebook gets boring. Computers make my eyes hurt. Books makes me think I am in some kind of world. Love makes my heart shatter (WTF?). Music helps me escape reality. And, what am I saying here? -___-

Okay. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOUR MOM! Oh well. Any plans for tomorrow? ~ As far as I know, we will attend a mass. Which is kind of disturbing to me. Not really disturbing. Hmm. But I haven't been inside a Church for.. Ages. :\ Ohwell. Then we will go straight to my Bro's workplace and blah blah blah.

Fried noodles are the best! Seriously. Ahh. ~ I'm officially inlove with Bret and James right now. Bret's and indie singer. FTW! Ohmy. ~ And, I'm starting to feel dizzy. Which means I have to get some rest and.. Dream. Bwahaha. K, then. :-h

And when a heart breaks..

No it don't break even.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

2010-04-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

I wanna be the girl you fall for. When everybody else is falling for you.

Hi blog, it's April 28th. And.. And.. Yeah. Will be at Serendra latuur. \:D/ See you there, k.

Justin Bieber is still on the Trending Topics. Shizz. Okay, don't get me wrong. I don't hate the ~~girl~~. Kidding. He's not gay. I know. Kfine.

I'm bored. Everybody's bored. I know you are too. And.. It's freaaaking hootttt! :[ Ew. My pawis is like making tulo na. Like ewwww. Ugh. K. Bye.

*okay, tinamad na ako*

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Hello Seattle, I am the crescent moon.

2010-04-22T10:06:00.000-07:00

Red in the morning. Blue in the evening sun.

HEYAA! My dear, blog. Here I am again and my nonsense rants. It's April 22nd. Yeah, and I don't know what to say. Things are going smoothly but, I feel like something's lacking. I know you how that feels.

I AM SICK. And I hate it. Seriously. Yesterday they told me I was hot. I kinda feel like I do, too. Which is not fun. First because, No Tumblr. Yes, that's the reason why I wasn't able to post my Day 21. Second, I can't taste anything! Hoo. So great, right? *sarcasm* I feel better now, though. YEY! But still. THE SECOND REASON IS RUINING MY DAY. :'(

Good Vibes! Good Vibes! - Anyway. April is.. like the shower's peak. Meteor showers, I mean. Woah. I'll kill just to see one. Seriously! It's my dream since I was a child. *puppy eyes* I'm not sure. But I googled and learned that it was.. a Lyrid Meteor shower. Take note, 15 to 20 meteor showers per hour. AMAZING, ISN'T IT? Uggghhhh. I badly want to see one.

I ~~NEED TO WATCH GLEE - THE POWER OF MADONNA. Anyone here, knows where I can download it for FREE? Pretty, please?~~

I'm inlove with CAPS LOCK. See? I know. I know. ~~He loves me too~~. Hahaha. K? K.

I want lots of these! Lots and lots and lots of these!! Really. CANDIES, ohh. *Heaven* And.. Ugh.

I am stupid. Why? I don't know, too. I just feel like saying it. I AM STUPID! And you are, too. I know. But, I am stupid-der? Hahaha. More stupid, I mean. Word of the day: Stupid.

I hate that feeling when you're about to cry and someone asks you

if there's anything wrong or to cheer you up, and you try

to smile but you just physically can't do it and eventually

the effort of trying to smile for this person has the tears spilling over.

It makes me feel so defeated in life,

when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

He's everything I've been dreaming of

2010-03-30T08:08:00.000-07:00

I realized your laugh is the best sound I've ever heard.

Hey, blog. I've been inactive ~~again~~. And I'm sorry about that. Pfft.

March 30, as the calendar says. Ordinary, boring. Watched Adrift: Open Water 2. It was good. But there's this one question I couldn't remove out of my mind: WHERE WERE THE SHARKS? In Open Water, the sea was infested with sharks. That's why I was waiting for them to show up, but none did. They died because they're cold and injured. Sad. Obviously, I haven't watched Open Water 3 yet.

Plants Vs. Zombies. I've been addicted to this game lately. Screw zombies. I love my plants. Aww. Haha. Okay, enough with this. | I've backread some of my posts earlier and it made me hella laugh. Ugh, those emo days. I feel ashamed of myself. Stupid. If you could only see my expression right now. Priceless. Hahaha.

Chatting with Inuhbabes now. Lol. Talking about confessions and stuff, and. I must admit the last confession I had was when I was in Grade 6. Okay, you can ~~unfriend~~ me now. Kidding, of course. Seriously, I dunno what to say again. Ho, sorry. :|

This SloganMaker thing has been in my dashboard for days. So, I got curious and gave it a try. And look! Haha. Cool. :bd You should try it too.

http://www.funlobby.com/index.php/200904201175/Most-Terrible-Cakes-Ever-Seen.html

Okay, check this site. And I want birthday cake to look exactly like one of those. Seriously.

I suddenly remembered Ate Wendy's gm days ago.

" I miss having someone call me "My Own"

to share my everyday life with. To argue with the

silliest reason possible. Who'd forbid from drinking

and going out. To call up or text me in the middle

of the night just to say "I love you and I miss you"

And for the record,

I miss being a girlfriend. "

This somehow, describe how I feel right now. Lol. Okay, funny. And speaking of Ate Wendy, I miss you. Even thought, we're not really close. Er, I mean you know. I'm not exactly the type of friend that you can call bestfriend. Yeah. \\m//

Will end it here, I guess.

YOU GOT ME :">

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Little bribes..

2010-03-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

If kisses were water, I'd give you a sea.

If hugs were leaves, I'd give you a tree.

SUMMER. Yes, I've been waiting for this. 8-| But I never knew it would be this boring. Ugh. I'm taking my words back. Summer should help me eat ~~less~~, Lol. But instead it's making me eat more. Well, rock on. Summer. :|

Sometimes, Boredamn makes me wanna go to work. Work. Yes, work! I know it'd be tiring. But atleast, I'm spending hours of my life sensibly. Right? I don't wanna be stuck here inside the house, for what? 2 months? Oh Damn. I just hope mom already planned something for this summer. Yes, it's kind of impossible because planning is never her thing.. But. Pleeease?

And tears come streaming, down your face. When you lose something, you can't replace.

< Drama >Farewell Party will be on (this coming) Friday, 26. And, I'M NOT EXCITED. Well, I think it's something I don't look forward to. Farewell means Good bye's. And I loathe good bye's. Some students will be transferring. Which means, we will not be seing for.. Years? Months? I don't know. Maybe, forever. < /Drama>

We'll be going to ATC later. :) Nah, just wanted to share it with you. Just incase we have the same plans, you know. Haha. They're planning to watch a movie. So I guess, that's enough to make my day.

Someone unfollowed me on Tumblr. Oh well, I guess that's life. But, ugh. 8-| Okay, whatever. I'm fine with it. Unfollow me, too. If you like. ._. (Please, no.) Haha.

I wonder why anonymous formspringers are so interested with my love life. I mean, ugh. I'm done with the past. Can't we just proceed on the future? (What did I just say?) Haha. Nah, don't get me wrong. I'm curious - that's all.

Hah, I've got one thing to be proud of. I watched Saw 6 yesterday alone. \:D/ Yes, sure it is shallow. But I never knew I was that brave. (If "brave" was the right word) I thought it was scary.. But I guess I was wrong. It wasn't. It was actually.. Cool.

I'll end it here. :-h

I'll wave goodbye, watching you shine bright.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

A spell, a rebel yell

2010-03-12T06:34:00.001-08:00

Shoot an apple off my head

Hi blog. I missed you. I've been inactive for days, sorry. You know I've been busy with school stuffs. :D Uh, anyway it's summer so I'll have more time to blog. Heck yeah, \\m//

This day has been frolic. Bonding moments with some girls. It was tiring though, but it was always worth it. I miss our long walk. Shizz. *Sigh. We ate lunch at Mcdo. The four of us (in the table; Me, Hersha, Micah and Lara) Spent PHP523. I find it, somehow expensive. Because, we're only four. Haha. Nvm.

From Mcdo, we invaded RFC. Saw T. Emmie there with her two kids and husband. Nikki took a picture of Rhianne using my camera. I don't feel like sharing it here. So, sorry. But she has a big smile. Cute. :) We bought DVDs, then went to our house. Right. Yes, me, myself too. Find it weird that I volunteered our house. What has gotten into me? Lols. But, we had fun. Atleast.

* * * *

If God would ever give me a chance to go to a place like this. I'd never say no. I'd kill for this. I really really find this place awesome. You know.. With the "yes-i-look-ancient-but-don't-you-think-i'm-beautiful" look. Uh, this is heaven. Hahaha.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Half of my heart's got a grip on the situation

2010-03-03T06:35:00.000-08:00

I'm a loser in love. So baby, raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts.

Fml. PROJECTS! - One of the things I hate about 4th Quarter. This will be my most stressful week for this school year. Lol, drama. :| Anyway, this day seems to be good. Despite the fact that.. Booo. Nvm. -- And, next time Yasmin needs a tutor, I'll volunteer myself. SERIOUSLY. Why? First, money. Second, some other personal reasons. Neehh.

I got bored with my old skin so I changed it to this. Wee. Hahaha. | I felt sorry for my friend - Dick Cocktail. Hihi. He's made from illustration board with a red construction papaer sticked to it. Mom unconsciously dropped it into the trash can. :( So yeah, I'll pray for your soul.| He's an imaginary friend, actually. :D

Now and Still listening to; Half of my heart - John Mayer feat. Taylor Swift

I'm blank. As always. I want a new phone! Can anybody out there sustain my material needs? =)) Pleaase. | I'm bored. Watching Kaththecrapout's Vlog on Tumblr. Hahaha. | Sentence for the week: "Tumataba ka.." Okay. Wtf. You don't really have to repeat it over and over again. I already accepted that. :\

Blue Moon for this month again! Cool, right? This will be the second blue moon for this year. The first one was on January 1 and 30. The next occurrence will be due on March 1 and 30. Eey, yehey. The said event will be repeated on the year of 2012 March 1 and 30. | And hey, it's EARTH HOUR on March 27. :) Lights off for one hour.

Inaantok na ko like yeah. :-h

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Beneath the blue suburban skies..

2010-02-25T03:44:00.000-08:00

Skeptics and True believers

Hey there, blog. I'm sorry, I've been so busy these days. *sigh

My Thursday went smoothly. And that's all I can say. I'm totally blank. What's wrong with me? 8-| Should I abort this post? Haha. Pfft. Ah! I saw Lee Hyori's picture in Tumblr. The one exposing her tummy. And I was like, "Ugh. Why so sexy?" I'm so envious. The heck. Maybe because, I noticed that half of my shorts.. Doesn't fit me anymore Huhu. I'm so sad.

Been crushing on Jhake Vargas and Joshua Dionisio lately. Joshua wasn't that hot when he was younger. You know, when he was still in ABS - CBN. I don't want to elaborate much about this topic. iBored. :|

~~CLVE~~, was fun? Awesome? A disaster? I couldn't actually search for the right words. It was in the middle. Average. It was sort of fun because.. I don't know. It was a disaster.. Because when my turn came, they all started to ask me STRANGE questions.

I saw another tummy-exposing picture. Aw, even Tumblr agrees I should eat less. Hahaha. :| Pft. Okay, okay. I'll mean it this time. Weh? --

Oh, I'll try to update you laturr. :-h

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Kiss yourself goodbye

2010-02-12T19:29:00.000-08:00

I feel the paranoia.

It's SATURDAY! And I'm really really pretty sorry for not blogging for days. I mean it. So, we had our field trip which was uberly fun last Feb11(Thursday). First destination was, Bataan. And heck yeah, my feet was excercised. Had a long walk which made my legs hurt. But it's worth it. Even with the Mr. Sun right up into sky. I took pictures, not for myself to keep -- But for the reaction papers to be passed on Monday. Daamn.

Next stop; SUBIC! Tree top adventure, beybeh. It's love. Seriously, I wanna have a next round. The memoirs are still fresh. Fresh enough that I can still feel the pressure of air. Pfft. My favorite ride? Tree drop. Bwaha. It made my soul get off my body. Aw. After superman, Canopy or Canope ride with Vera and Drei. Then we had our Tree drop. X_X

It was already midnight when we got home. Blaah. I miss you field trip! (I forgot to mention about the Duty Free blah blah) Okay. So i'll leave with you with some pictures. :-h Will eat my lunch now. Bbye. :*

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

I am restless, I am jaded.

2010-02-05T03:29:00.000-08:00

And now, I let my dreams consume me.

Ain't going to curse FRIDAY for not being a smooth one. Everybody love fridays. So, why should I hate it? Right. Screw me for not being able to blog for days and for being a busy bee with the IP. Thank God, WE SURVIVED. I was really nervous when I heard what happened with the other class. *sigh.

T. Tessa cried. Because of, us. It was my first time to see her like that. No, she didn't cry because of happiness or joy. It's the other way around. We disappointed her. Aw. Wanna know the reason? Here. The last group was in the middle of their Q&A portion. My classmates thought it was already time. They left the AVR without asking for permission. And T. Tessa felt she was disrespected. You know, she didn't even dismissed us but we left the room as if there was no teacher around. (It was actually "they" because I stayed in room) That's it. Vera, Micah and I told we were sorry. But she just nodded and gave a fond smile. I felt gulity. Tsk.

I'm going to start my J-addiction or J-marathon today. Will watch Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge latur. :`> I feel excited. And speaking of EXCITED. Can't wait for the FIELD TRIP, man. Everbody's waiting for it. We already have our sitting partners or seatmates in short. Yeah. \m/

You know what? Seriously.. I've got nothing more to say. Pft. So, I'll guess. Imma edit this one later. `Kay. Thanks. Bye. :>

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

I'm in a business of misery

2010-01-31T00:10:00.000-08:00

I become a slave to my habit, feeding for your love.

It's Sunday today. And I've got nothing to do. Yeah, it's sunday and we have to say ~~HELLO~~ to classes again. :| Aw. No more freedom. No more nachos and popcorns and fishballs and rootbeers and baked mac's. No more visits from Gelyn, Sophia & Pat G. How saaad.

Anyway. I've got a Bad/Good News, (Well.. It's more on the Good, i guess) Dad will be leaving tomorrow. Morning. At exactly 5:30. he'll leave the house. Hah, that's what I've heard. I'll say no more comment about this. Bwaha.

PALARO. Thanks alot. Haha. You made my throat hurt so much. But, I'm still on the good side. We didn't won. Which was okay. For me. I don't know with them. And yeaah. I couldn't describe the days I had during that week. Basta, everybody had fun.

Me bored. Haha. :-h

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Scars will heal

2010-01-25T06:21:00.000-08:00

Romeo, save me. ♥

Well, first day of Palaro was a blast. Of course. We only had three games for this day. Basketball, Obstacle and Scrabble. I was supposedly the player for Scrabble. But heck no. Why? First, I am not really good into words. Second, the representatives of the other sections were.. Good at it. I know. Tssk. Good thing, Kenneth was on the rescue! :D Wee.

Basketball. My most loved part. I mean, the screaming part. Hahaha. I was really thrilled when we scored two points. Dalton won. Oh well. Atleast we had fun, I mean. They. The players. Maybe, Kim and I should try to watch the next game with our mouths closed. We are the noisiest in the girls, I think?

Obstacle. Hah, I haven't watched this one. Because at this point, I was with Abby and Hopia at the covered court. Had some chitchats here and chitchats there. ;> -- Okay. I felt insecured with my shorts. Abby's been teasing me coz I have the shortest shorts. Shortest? Pfft.

I have to end this now.

SLEEEEEEPPYYYYYYY.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Never be angry again

2010-01-23T10:11:00.000-08:00

Screaming out, from the crest of waves.

It's already 1:46am here in my desktop. Heck, decided to go blogging because Mr. Sleepyhead won't visit me. Okay, so. Watched 3 films today. Namely; Music & Lyrics, Hairspray and The Parent Trap. The last one rocked my night. Seriously, I know I've watched it when I was young. I can still recall some of the scenes. But, it was only now that I've come to understand that it was Lindsay Lohan. Hahaha. Yeah, stupid me. It is because, the only twins I knew when I was young was the Olsens. And I thought they were the one who did Annie/Hallie.

Okay, enough with that. -- Sis will be out for three days, I guess. And kuya's only available at night because of his work. So, for now I'm stucked with Yasmin. Wah. x_x Well, I'mn fine with that.. It's just that. I act stupid, when I'm with her. Faa. *Sigh.

Adobe's really not for me. I tried to make it work this afternoon and I failed. As usual. Not really familiar with it's tools. GIMP is much more easier and friendly. Haha. Well, of course PSscape too. And.. ~~Paint~~. My life saver when it comes to simple editings. Wee.

Daniel Beddingfield's If you're not the one has been playing over and over. Maybe because, I'm too lazy to change the song. Or maybe because, I'm already addicted. Oh god, please no. -- Tch. I broke my own promise. Aw. I mean, I was so busy last week. And I wasn't able to touch my book. Which is Prom Nights from Hell. Well, hell yeah. Imma finish it this weekend. Promises are meant to be broken, aren't they?

Tumblr! Oh gosh. (What's with the Gosh?!) Well, I'm loving it more. And I feel flattered when people would reblog my doodle. I just feel so happy. Call it shallow or whatever. Idfc, sorry for the bad word. But it's intended. :P

AS TO THIALO. You have any idea what it means? It's fvck you in Greece. I've read it on Tumblr - 100 ways to say the F word. Want another one? VAS TE FAIRE ENCULE in France. Ah, I find it cool. B-) We could diss people with those. Evil me. >:)

One thing I hate about staying up late.. Is me, Being hungry. Ugh. It's now 2:43 am in the morning. Not yet sleepy. Dammit, what should I do? Counting sheeps are not working. Craaap. Okay, I'd be off naa. Mom's becoming a monster again. :\

- Here we go again..

GOODNIGHT! :*

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

2010-01-22T03:31:00.000-08:00

And my ♥ is sure, it wants to be with you.

We hafta thank God, because it's FRIDAY! And, the upcoming week will be surely be fun. So, friday. We had a lot of activities to do. Mass on the morning, Dry run for the Palaro on the afternoon. And.. Practice for the yell thingy on the afternoon. PALARO! It's a one week break, baby. :>

Okay, so. What should I say? Hnm.. I gotta abort this. Haha. This post, I mean. Pero, parang ayaw ko. Whatevr.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

I'm in distress, Oh mistress!

2010-01-18T04:23:00.000-08:00

I see a shadow, silhouette of your grace.

Gaa. Seriously, I really don't have any idea how to start this. Let me try, Filipino. Well it went smooth. Believe it or not. I did not felt sleepy. Yeah, Mr. Sleepyhead? Thank you! TLE. I tried my best to be quiet this time becaue.. Sir Robert seems to be in a bad mood. Hihi, sorry. But I can't help myself. I did chitchats with my groupmates.

CLVE. Nothing much happened. You know, just the usual class meetings. Seatwork. Little discussion. Lectures and bla. Math. Hnm, had a new lesson. Well, not really. Something about Mixture. And.. Yeah. Lara and Carl had an early lunch because they have to prepare and charm themselves.

Lunch. You can consider it fun. It is, actually. I have to go up and down the school campus because I can't find Lara here. And Abby there. (Gets nio?) I mean, it's friggin` tiring. They're that hard to find, you know. But in the end, it's worth it. ABBY! You really did look gorgeous this afternoon. Yiee, ATE WEDNESDAY too. :3 Well, all of `em actually. Lara, Ate Mikee. You guys, stunned me too. Even without the make-ups and all.

ELA. How would I describe ELA today? We had our Pretest for our Spelling list 4.1. I scored 8. Aww, Am not really that good in words. What happened last year or the year before that; being able to join the Spelling Bee. Was a total miracle. Everybody knows that. AP. Booogsh. Sorry, but I really have to admit.. I really can't revel in my mood on this subject. Oh, I had a lot of interest on History last year. But, what happened now? Pfft. Naah, imma skip this one. "- -, Sorreh.

Science. This one went smooth too. We had a seatwork, which was kinda haard. I did review myself a bit. A bit. Everybody knows that wasn't enough. Especially, for Science? Well. I'm that stupid and lazy. :)

Carl did it. I mean, to get into the 8 finalists. We were like, "Wooow! O_O Carl did? Ohh." Darwin was slackjawed at the moment. And happy, of course. Never thought one of our representatives can hit it big time. We're proud of Lara, too. For making it infront of many people.

I saw something on Tumblr. It goes like this; Reblog if you used to think that the moon was following you, when you were a a kid. Haha, Auto-Reblog.It's true. Haha. I can still remember the words I used to ask my brother - "Kuya, ba't tayo sinusundan ng moon?" And he would say, "Hahahaha. No, he's not following us and bla bla bla". Oh, it seems that my mind's working.

Bought a new book -- Prom nights from hell. I'd been dying to read this since last year. Hahaha. I got interested because, it was written by five authors. Including, Meg Cabot and Stephenie Meyer. I promise myslelf that I should and would finish the book THIS week. Certainly, no extensions. And yes. I think I need to go. So goodbye! :-h

-- You are the only one, I promised the stars.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

And in the moment, I swore we were infinite

2010-01-15T06:05:00.000-08:00

Be my mirror my sword and shield. ♥

Tadaa! It's TGIF today. January 15 didn't went that fun like yesterday. Good thing, my mood changed during RHGP. I was thrilled when I tried to play Tiyakad, again. Pfft. I was never really good in balancing myself. Dork. Thanks to Sam! We managed to revel in our boredamn.

I feel emo-ish today. Nah, not the one you're thinking. I did not hurt myself in any physical way. Just that.. I feel adflsajk;dfr. Yeah, right. *Sigh* -- What's wrong with me? It's like.. I felt sleepy almost the WHOLE day. Except for RHGP, of course. Tss. I just can't find the serenity of my soul. (ANODAW?)

I find myself weird.. For the past few days, I was listening to MLTR. Well, his songs aren't bad. Oldies, baby. Preference of music goes with the mood, you know. Hahaha. Yunlang. I just feel like sharing it you. Boom.

One thing I hate about people.. Is when they give you hanging messages or questions. Well yeah, I must admit.. I kinda do those stuffs too. Pero, I'm trying my best nman to avoid it narin. Wehh. I'm still hating this *boy/girl parin. Like hell. You're not born to please everyone. :-|

Why am I so OUTdated? Haha. To tell you honestly, I'm still having a hard time to make singit of New Moon in my lists. Yeah, Still haven't watched that flick yet. Imma loser, I know. And.. Avatar too. BooMee! "- -, Pero, I promise. Imma watch New Moon before Eclipse hit the theatres.

I love the cool air these days. Kahit na makain ko pa yung buhok ko. Oh, and the chills it gives me. :`>

I guess, that's all I can share with you for today. :-h

GOOOODNIGHT, :*

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

You make me smile like sun :)

2010-01-14T03:32:00.000-08:00

Just a thought of you can drive me wild ♥

Thursday? It was a merry little day for me. I cackled a bit. No, not exactly.. It's more like, the whole day? I dunno. Basta, I enjoyed this day. Every subject is full of glee. Yeah, even Math. EVEN math. ;D

TLE! was surely the best. Wee, this subject rocks. <; The way Sir Robert laughs, make me chortle too. Hahaha. And.. Yeah, seriously.. He's a fun teacher. ^^ - CLVE. We didn't do anything that much.. Played games at the rooftop. I love the cool air. Though, it makes my hair stick up to my face. :-| Neh.

Now listening to; Uncle Kracker's Smile. I'm inlove with this song. Yahaha. First heard it on PBB. -- And. Bla bla bla. I do enjoy playing Volleyball nowadays.. =)) Kahit na, I have to admit. I can't give a good serve. Tapos, ano.

Believe it or not, I'm one of the players in VB for Palaro. Hahaha. Uh, not exactly a "Player". But a.. ~~SUB~~. Yeah, they wouldn't need a SUB anyway, right? Pfft. Still makes me nervous. But let's keep that aside. Must let the happy thoughts coming. \m/ - And. I'm a player. Haha, joke. In Table tennis. Tssk tssk. I AM NOT GOOD IN TT, for God's sake. :-|

I've read an article from PB on Tumblr, about a brother who posted his sister's hook up lists.. Wala, I find it funny in a way I pity all those who are involved there. Haha. What're HOOK UP LISTS for? :\ Tsss. Anyway, it looks like it's her fault. Why would she need to rat about his brother's 12pack. (Obviously, I dunno what 12pack is) Anoba, why am I talking about this.

And yeah, like what I've said on my tweet last night. I'm missing Mr. Tumblarity. I miss checking on the other side of the screen. Aw. Sending GoodBye waves to Mr. Tumblarity has a good side too. :) Like for example, people will stop complaining for their Tumblarity that haven't increased yet. And bla there. Bla here. Everywhere a Blabla. :))

Hey, people. Hey, readers. (If I do have one) Follow me on Tumblr. Aryt? Thanks. Booyoo. Walananamanakongmasabinamatinosainyonglahatpasenshanaha? BOOM BOOM POW!

-- Bbye na ngaa.

GOODLUCK ABIGOTS & ATE WENDAANG!

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Every rose has it's thorn

2010-01-13T02:21:00.001-08:00

Just like every night has it's dawn

January 13th. Didn't went that smooth for me. :-| Seriously.. Tskk. First, I forgot the lines I memorized for our ELA reporting today. And it was damn humiliating. I was like searching for words.. and. Ugh. Second, I accidentally kicked the AVR in our Computer class today. 2 computers went off.. and the fuse got broken. Third, I missed a point in math. 1 more point! Pffft. Fourth, Tumblarity.. died yesterday.

I'm thinking if I should continue using this font size.. or the normal one. Small font size seems to fit my skin. Nah, I don't know. I can't think of something more.. noteworthy to say. /:

I'm bored. Haha. I remember Ate Wendy's GM about people who get bored. =)) I sorta agree with that. I must admit, I'm boring at times. :> Bored. Bored. Bored

I'm not quite sure, if it's only me.. But I feel really cold today. Geez. O_O Should I end this now? -- It's Thursday tomorrow! PE class again. Haha. I'm enjoying it now.. Wth. Though, PE can be mortifying too. Especially, when it comes to.. VB! Yeah. Rock on. I look stupid.

-- KDPK. :)

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

She lives in a fairytale

2010-01-11T03:41:00.000-08:00

Love me do♥

I forgot what I am about to say. Booo. So.. We had our Class pictures taken today. It was fun. Except the fact that it didn't affected our next subject that much. :3 Kim and I played Red Hands while waiting. And bla bla bla.

-Fuuuu. I'll update you later. GTG!

Quite busy, because of IP. Deng. PS.

Okay, game. I'm back. Done with the fuggin` IP. Printed almost 30 pages? INK IS RUNNING LOW. (; Daang. I'm dead. -- I'm inlove with this ** site. Hah! It's not what you think, obviously. It's a decent site where.. Blablabla. I won't share it here. My egoistical manners are reigning over me again. Wala lang..

Nokia got ill for days. Haha. But it's fine now.. I had to use Motorola for weeks. It's funny, because I'm not used to the N's keypad anymore. Blaahbla. What's wrong with me? O_O I think I'm not in the mood to do blogging. But why in the first place, did I ever made this?

Okay, so Katorse's ended last week. Had to say goodbye to Nene and Jojo. Haha. Gabby died, and it's sad. 8-| I mean, I know I did not like him for Nene.. And Whtvr. Why am I even talking about this? :))

It's BOF craze, baby. Haha. Idk why.. I know it's my second time for me to watch this TVseries. But it still gives me the blush and all. :">

Okay, I'm starting to feel sleepy. Maybe, imma blog tomorrow? Or next week. :D When things starts to loosen up. Yeah.. So. Goodbye?

--It's love with a D. Loved.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Lesson learned from toothaches

2010-01-07T06:30:00.000-08:00

Out of the darkness, and into the sun.

Am bored. :| I've been loving Boys Over Flowers so much. And it's been always the topic of Darwin Girls. Every morning. Breaks. Dismissal. And even class hours. Tssk.

So I had this total mortifying scene this afternoon. Well, it wasn't that shameful.. But still. "- -, Urgh. Should I tell you the story? Nah, here it is. I was sitting on this damn broken chair. I received a hug. I fell. Boo. That's it. Total humiliating. Pfft.

I'm sleepy. I'd be off now. :-h

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Time for adventures and beginnings.

2009-12-31T09:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Ü

★ ★ ★ ★ ★

Dear 2009,

fckyou. Hahaha, JK. thnks fr th mmrs.

Although, some of `em are reckless and stupid. :)

♥TK.

Dear 2010,

Pleease make this a good year for me.

I've told you I won't make a "New Year's Resolutions" but..

I promise myself this year, that I will spend my money more wiser. :D
And I will take care of this ♥ na. Blah blah. Now,

2010, promise me that this year will be a NEW chance to

live, ~~love~~ and learn. ^^

♥TK.

Peace and Prosperity for the New Year, :*

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

You give me butterflies..

2009-12-30T08:14:00.001-08:00

There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life.

I am really really sorry, for not updating this blog for a long long time. Haha. The word LAZY can explain why. Now, you know what to blame. (; Let's talk about this day.. So. December 30 is the date. Day before Anne's birthday and New year's eve. It wasn't boring, actually. I've watched 500 days of Summer. (My sister was recommending me that flick, and she keeps on insisting "watch it! you'll like the plot, i promise" And all I could say was, "Okay? If I find it on watch-movies.net" But I didn't like what I've found on the site, so she borrowed her friends' dvd. Like, yeah..) The movie was good. Zooey is a real beauty. And. Blaah blaah blaah.

Yesterday, I watched Mean Girls and The Proposal. (Charm said it was funny, So I got interested in it. Haha) And I was like laughing all along. Mean girls is really the movie. And in my perspective, I love the *alternative ending for The Proposal. Hahaha.

TITANIC 2! Oh. My. God. Titanic was my favorite movie of all times. And now, it's going to have a sequel. Weee. I sound outdated, i know. :\ Am gonna give up everything just to watch it on big screen. \m/

I don't feel like.. Being present on January 4. Haha. 2weeks has gone by so fast. :'( I wasn't even in the middle of enjoying the vacation. Tsk. They could've given us three weeks instead. Pfft. -

Aww, my Christmas wasn't that good.. I mean, it was. But it seems like, there's something lacking? I dunno.. December 25th was like any other days to me. My sister's car was even.. damaged? Can't dig the right term.. But it was sort of like that. ^^

One thing I hate about vacations... Is that it really makes me GAIN weight. /: Aw. (I got the "Gain" word mispelled. And it's stupid. Harhar) I wouldn't get surprised when people on Janu4 would come up to me and say, "What happened? You're so fat" Blaah. :(

I wouldn't make New Year's resolution. Why? Because, one thing fo sho it's ~~USELESS~~. It's like making promises, although you know you'll just break it. Psh. Dadada. But I know, that's one of the topic for our Writing Folio. So one way or another am still gonna make a list of it. For grades..

It's 12:06 in my computer. And am still not sleepy. For the past few days I always slept late. Haha, it was fun. But I'm worried about my pimples and eyebags. Pff. Blame the coffee! it's making me.. alive until four. Yeah, 4am. Some people would already wake up at that time. But not me.. :O

Oh, I love FT's Thursday Jokes. Sorry, I forgot who the author is. Imma credit her next time I'll update my blog. The story was absolutely awesome. It revovles around to players, who end up being inlove with each other. :"> It's sweet. Haha. What's wrong with me. "- -, Yeah. Just go and read it. It'll not waste your time.

Imma go now.. :) BYE! :-h

The stars lean down and kiss you,

And I lie awake and miss you.

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

2009-12-24T04:38:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Have yourself a Merry little Christmas.

Merry Christmas, everybody ;)

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Winter wonderland

2009-12-20T01:54:00.000-08:00

If I could gather up the nerve, I'd put my feelings into words :)

5 Days before Christmas! Cool right? It seems like yesterday was only the first day of classes, and now. Boom! 2009's gonna end soon. 2010 is days away, and we gotta welcome it and say Hello. Haha.

Finished Nicholas Sparks' The Wedding just now. God, it was awesome. Now I know why his books were made into movies. Though the story was about couples and marriages and families and stuff related to that, never found the book boring or blabla. He knows how to tug the heartstrings of his readers. Seriously, I find the story somewhat sweet. :3

"It's funny, but have you ever noticed that the more the special the thing is, the more people seem to take it for granted? It's like they think it won't ever change. Just like the house here, All it ever needed was a little attention, and it would never have ended up like this in the first place."

Favorite line or paragraph from the said book. I dunno why, Haha. I seemed sapul and yeah. Don't wanna give much talk about what I felt and.. Ahahaha! Whatever. Okay. I dunno, but I think I'm starting to hate reading romantic novels. Haha. Whathe, *Kidding. I'll continue to read. Whatever happens. O_O

Slept late last night. Hoh, it was fun. My Venti Toffee Frappuccino took it's effect on me. I was awake until 4am, Haha. Cool because it rarely happen. And.. I've discovered that I was a paranoid. Maybe more like a Psychopath or something. I was scaring myself. Thinking there was someone who's secretly looking at me as I read, and things like that. Ahaha, weird. Ugh.

- I don't care about the presents,

underneath the christmas tree. :|

// I've got the same old he♥rt, with a new beat.

Christmas cookies

2009-12-17T03:24:00.000-08:00

With every appearance by you blinding my eyes

Thursday. Last day of my paghihirap. Haha, had a fun day wrapping candies for prizes and stuffs. CHRISTMAS PARTY tomorrow! Can't reaally say I'm excited and bla blaa. I wanna see hopia naa. I wonder how much weight had she lost since we last met? Urgh. Why can't I control myself from eating too much. 8-|

Imma listening to Stranger by Secondhand Serenade. They're cool. Ho, I've been loving their songs so much. I rarely listen to their songs, though. <:

I love Christmas cookies and I want MANY of `em now. Grr. Makes my tummy grumble and crave for moar sweets.

I've skipped two aguinaldo masses already. That's what we call it, right? Aside from Simbang Gabi ^^ . Yesterday had a pass on it because my *puson hurts and the flow is kinda.. y`know. And today, because.. I felt tired and. lazy? Ugh. I'll try to attend tomorrow.

I have a bad feeling again. This one'll will be a trash.

There's no such thing as love, it's a fantasy. I've read it on Tumblr, and I just wanna share it to you. How nice of me, haha. Speaking of Tumblr.. I've got my Tumblarity increased into 205 just now. And it makes me smile naa. Lols. ~Nutella is soo love. Uhh. Now I know what to blame, :)) It is much more delish with coffee. Ahaha! I'm getting fatter. Wth.There are almost 10 people, that says I'm faaat. Huuhuu.

Ugh, another one added on my wishlist! I wanna name a star after mine. Lols, -> Check this one. http://osr.org/en/?gclid=CNub6_2x3Z4CFQIupAodu2jvJQ Huu. Anyone who's willing to pay the bill? Haha.

- Forget what we're told.

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Chasing cars

2009-12-16T06:08:00.000-08:00

Count the stars in the desert :)

Wednesday, took Math and TLE. Ugh, I've been feeling nervous about my Math exam and bla because I dunno what to answer on numbers 6,7, and 11. And I bet, that's what my classmates felt too. Ohoo, wish me luck. TLE perio was soo amazing, I find it easy. I'm sure am gonna pass that subject. Luh-dada.

I have a feeling that this post will end up being non sense. :>

TOMORROW will be the last day of perio week ^^ Oh, feelin` excited for the party and Christmas break. Though, am gonna surely miss my classmates and the DLA peeps. And my locker (who secretly have a [whaddya call it?] taga-ayos or something.. Haha)

My *puson hurts. T_T And it's been killing me since this morning and... urgh. Good thing I have strong concentration powers. Lols, *kidding.

Went to ATC to buy gifts. Pero, have to buy more pa tomorrow. I just hope Dad would allow me to. Uhh, pleease? Tomorrow will be the last day of perio nman e, dbaa. Haha, whatevr. Nvm.

- fill the empty pages..

Junpyo is baack! Haha. GTG now. Goonayt blogosphere, :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

I can never have yesterday

2009-12-13T05:08:00.000-08:00

I'll be loving you, until morning's first light break tomorrow <33

Tadaa, I'm here again. I just feel like blogging. Kahit na, I've got nothing to say naman. 8-| Sorry haven't blog about yesterday. And bla, :) YESTERDAY; was fun because of the food and stuffs. Sis' birthday, remember? She bought her own laptop. Ugh, I kinda envy her for that. She can buy whatever she wants naa. x_x It was pink. And white inside.. Forgot the brand, sorrey.

I'm using bro's wi-fi. Good thing it can reach second floor. Hah, what more pa baa. Let's kill boredamn, baby. I kinda hate weekends because it makes me wanna eat moaar, :( Ugh. And this morning, Mom told me that I'm getting fatter and it's ~~GOOD~~ for me. Wth, what good would it bring? Getting fatter? O_O Even Nolence agree with that. Daarn it, It wouldn't look good daw if a tall girl like me looks like a stick. Okay, he has a point. 8-|

*Enough about that thing. Lala, We the kings \m/. I want their new album; "Smile kid" Haha. Listened to some of their songs yesterday. 5 starrs for "We'll be a dream" ( Demi Lovato is featured in that song.. I was never a fan of Demi, but she's got a beautiful voice :3 )

Guess what. TK's craving for pizza again. I guess she'll never get tired of doing so. :) The picture above is called "four seasons" right? Aww, I miss those. First tasted the so called "four seasons" with my Kooya. Wee, he was feeling generous that day. He even treated me an Ice cream. <:-P

Remember the nights, we drove around crazy in love

-So what if it hurts me?
Off to sleep. Goonayt, blog. :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

2009-12-11T04:12:00.000-08:00

One smile and I died.

Friday, :> I was about to blog something. Sorry, I forgot what it is. :\ I'll try my best to remember. Tsk tsk. Sam Ramos reads my blog pala. :)) I thought I don't have any readers at all. Thankies much, Sam`ar. You're one of the greatest buddies in our batch. :*

Agh, got LSS by Parokya ni Edgar's Your song. Haha. Blame Nikki. She's been singing that song last thursday. (While we were waiting for the boys) You should blame me too. I've been singing along with her. Haha, she's a random singer. She would sing this song then switch to another then another.

Computer wasn't.. fun? Haha. Not quite sure. Hnm, Kim's teasing me kasi. She makes parinig. And it's like, Sapuul to the heart. (Whatta grammar, darn) Pero, told her to stop nman. Haha, it kinda hurts me narin kse. And I've made my ganti na. So we're quits. I love kim. <3 I can somehow relate to her problems kasi.. Idk why. I like it when she opens up and will end up crying. Hehehe.

I find this morning strange. I like it that way na nga eh. Here's the story; I know I didn't arranged my books in the locker yesterday. I've put `em in a topsy turvy way. Basta lang nsa loob ng locker. :)) But then, this morning.. I saw my books in the locker totally FIXED UP. I was shocked. And I'm actually near to believing Anne that there's a ghost who made it for me. Unfortunately, my ghost wasn't real nman pala. :( I saw this guy, during dismissal. And yeah, He's the suspect.. for my thing being properly organized. And bla bla. Thanks to him parin. For arranging my books properly. :) (Wanna guess? I'll give a clue. He gave me white roses mixed with 3 reds. Haha)

It's my sister's birthday tomorrow! :) Ohmy. I dun` have any gift. She's been asking me to find her a box with.. a lock? She's weird. I know it sounds easy. But It isn't. I've been looking again and again at a few stores. But there's none of em. :\ Ho, I'm sorry sis.

I ~~hate~~ IP. Yer gonna give your adviser/teacher your printed outputs. Then they'll just scribbled notes onto them. :L It's a waste of ink. And papers. Huu. I pity my classmates who always do the printing. Sorry, guys. :> I'll do the printing na, next time. Hihi.

I love MCR's version of All I want for Christmas is you. <3 Seriously, been listening to this since the month of my birth. Weird? Haha. Go and listen, it rocks. \m/ ~ Jang Geung Suk is lalalab, Can't get over him. :"> I love korean movies na talaga. I rarely watch those kasi. (Since, we barely receive DVD's na with asian movies and blabla) Ayun. I'll go check this *site and find something interesting. Hoo.

Oh, let's welcome my coldest Christmas ever. Haha, (Thanks to Zah for reminding me about this. ) Take it literally. Or not. It's still the same. You know, this month has gone really cold. Even in the afternoon, when the sun's far up in the sky. There's still some breeze mixing with the air. :> And coldest, because.. *Tadaa! [insert coin here]

- Everything's falling.. Falling down.

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Beautiful mess

2009-12-10T03:39:00.000-08:00

Oh, what a sweet discovery :3

Thursday. It was supposedly fun. Ho, but two of my subject teachers almost ruined my day. o_o Maybe we should remove *Almost. :| I was really really happy during PE, haha. To think that Kuya Ian talked to me and bla bla. Yeah, I've been crushing on him since last year. Landi ba? :P

I was really having a *BV on this teacher. Ever since the first time I saw her, I felt something strange na. :\ She's really loathsome. 8-| Putting you on hotseat with no particular reason!? O_O Damn. I was really quiet that time, I was reviewing myself. And then she suddenly made me move my chair beside the door. (We were about to start the quiz na that time) Sht, I curse her.

I wouldn't make much talk na about the other teacher, :) I still love her parin nmaan. And she have a HEART. Unlike the other one, If killing wasn't against the law. She'll be the first on my list. Seriously.. I know this is wrong, haha. Wishing someone to be killed? *Evil. Pero she's being too much narin kse. x_o

Wouldn't make a big fuss about it naa. Will let the happy thoughts coming nlng. ~ Hnm, yeah. Now watching *Baby and Me* Starring Baby Mason. Woo, I love that kiddo to death. He's so cute. Aww. Plus, Geun-seok Jang looks so Hot there. Haha, I hate myself when Landitimes strikes over. Damn..

What more pa ba, We had had Ate wednesday, Ate Rollyn and Kuya Max for our CLVE class today, Haha. They shared some stories about their freshmen lives and bla bla. :) Since I was on the front row seat I was able to see how Ate W and Ate R tease each other. -> "Wednesday ♥ Bla blaa" "Rollyn ♥ Bla bla" Haha. So cute. xD

Ah, Filipino time was fun. Except the fact that our topic was something about *love and.. y`know. Haha. I felt strange.. :\ Idk why. There's this eerie feeling that made me stare at the book's page and pretend I can't hear anything. -_-
(Deep inside, -> SAPUUL <-)

We had freeplay for PE :) My favorite subject for the day. \m/ PE rocks. Haha, because of Kuya Ian. I've mentioned about that earlier, right? Huu. He's fun to talk to. (I promised myself that I won't like him na. Pero, I just can't help it. Hoohaa.) And.. And..

Being snobbed feels like hell. Ahaha, I shouldn't mind, though. Pero, Hello? o_o Tss. I.. Just. Argh. Nvm. ~ So, I like myself nowadays. (Yeah, I know I usually say I hate myself. In some other ways, I kinda like myself for bearing with my heart.) Yep, I.. seemed to be more joyful na. Haha. Whatevr, tk. Pero, I can feel some sense of improvement! I can do this. >,< I know.

Dang, seriously. I LOVE BABY MASON! He's mine. If I would ever have a kid. I would do everything just to make him/her look like him. <3 Oho, mygod. He's heavenly cute. His smiles.. Haha. It makes my heart melt. New favorite movie! (Baby and Me) Yeah.

- Sing about that, Oh love, It's a brittle madness :)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

This could be the last time

2009-12-07T05:01:00.000-08:00

Sweet sedation, sweep the issues

Now listening to, 11:11pm by All American Rejects. :') Never liked the number eleven. Haha. Still love the song parin nmaan.

Ah, so what about December 7? I can't believe it, but I find myself quite attentive this day. Mr. Sleepyhead visited me several times.. But I somehow managed to ignore him. (I bet his mad at me noww. x_x) And guess what, Hah. I'm feeling studious this day. :D Yeah, i feel like boasting it. Bihira e.

There's only *ONE thing I need for Christmas. Neh, what's my Christmas wishlist for pa? Haha. 8-| I'm soo blurrd kausaap. Must be killed. Right? People we find hard to talk to must be killed. Just like me, kk. >:\

Tumblr and Twitter and Blogger and sites like those are so MISLEADING! (Got the term from T. Malou. ^^) Seriously. I promised myself that I wouldn't open any of those. Damn, just take a look on the screen now. I got 6 tabs already. o_o

I'm so shallow these days. Haha, a-must-be-killed thing again. And bla bla blaa. What more can I say pa ba. Ayun, saw ate Wednesday's blogpost last December 5. And I was like, "Whoa? I was included in her list? :O" And I was shocked with a undescribable feeling. Haha. Grateful, so much. :3 She's love.

Oh, and I was mentioned in Abigot's recent blogpost too. The seventh. Haha. :) You can find her blogsite on my links. Haha. She loves me daw ulit, :>

Hah, heard something from ate kambaal. And I was so happy for her. Really. I was like screaming inside myself (What did I say? o_O) : "Atlast!" Yeah. But, I'm not gonna mention it here. Maybe next time, If I got her consent naa.

So, it's tuesday tomorrow. Another PE class by Sir Ryan. Haha. No, I don't hate PE. It's just that.. I'm not familiar in playing Larong lahi and stuffs related to those. I'm still find it fun parin nmaan. :>

Got a new book na nga pala. Her fearful symmetry by Aubrey Niffenegger (If I'm not mistaken). Got nothing to say about the book pa. :)

I miss Jason Mraz's songs naa. It's been days since I listened to his songs. :)) He's pronounced as Love din kasi. Lols. "I try to keep a jumble, And the lyrics never mumble.."

I loove chocolates talgaa. :> Ferrero! Made my day so speciaal. Haha, see? I told you.. Shallow. It's simple as it is, give me something sweet and.. I'll be happy naa. :D

Live or die. I figured out I might as well go ahead and sleep. Right, go ahead and get some sleep. Dun` wanna have my eyes red again tomorrow. Plus it'll be damn itchy pa. T_T

- I'll find my way back into love, :-h

Goonayt blogospher. :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Asleep or dead

2009-12-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

Forget about that marvelous, murderous thing called love.

Thank God it's Fridaay! :3 I hate myself today for no reason. I just want to. Read eleven minutes by Paulo Coelho, ain`t after the * scenes. I was after the morals. okay? Haha. Got clean intentions. :P I know, it wasn't me. Again. "- - ,

I love love love, reeses. :) Nikki gave me one. Thanks to her, she almost made my day for thaat. Been craving for something sweet since the past few days.. "- -,

What more? Hnm. Wanna watch Paranormal Activity. Heard it was good, gonna test myself. Ahaha. Stoopid me. I know.. -

I've been dreaming about something.. Again. For two days naa. It find it weird, same dreams for two days? No. Not exactly the "same". The scene was, but the message is somehow different from each other. Dreams don't come true, or do they? I dunno. I hope so! It was my favorite dream for this whole week. Haha, won't share it heere. Lols. It's clean, don't worry. :))

Dreams.. Dreams. Cinderella! Haha. Now, I remember her. I sort of envy her for her lovelife. You know, it's just way to perfect.. It was, yeah. Because of Fairy Godmother, of course. 8-| And now I want my own fairy god mother in real life. xD Haha. Seriously, not only in the love thingy.. But in general.. For some other purposes. :)

Hah, poor me. haven't watched New moon yet. Seriously.. I just can't find time for myself to do so. o_o Been really busy for the whole week. Loads of quizzes and bla bla bla. I'll try to finish the movie tonight. :D

Okaay, now I want a Peppermint mocha. Again, as always. Or, Toffee nut would do. :3 Anyone who can getme any of the two? Ugh. Bored here, Starbucks can add more life to mee. Haha, my night in shining armor.. Starbucks. :") Wth, what am I saying here!? o_o

:( oh yeah. I know there's nothing I should be Sad about. 8-| Feel ko lang ilagay yung emoticon. If that's what people call it. I feel sorry for.. *, Dunno what help could I offer her. I mean, yeah.. How could I give her better advices, If me myself can't *** ** ** *** ****. :) Now, guess that. :P

- How could I make myself stop?

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

I Want your bad romance

2009-12-03T06:04:00.000-08:00

You and me could write a ~~bad~~ romance

Caught in a bad romance.

So, I decided to post this entry before sleeping :3 Hnm, what happened this very day? Just like any other old days. I was feeling like "carefree" this morning. Laughing hard at Anne's oralcomm. I'm feeling a bit rude and evil kse that time. Idunno why.. I just feel so.

Hah, ain`t feeling lazy today. :) Miracle, huh? Me too. I can't believe it myself. Hahaha. I find myself weird. o_o I did my ~~takehome~~ HW in AP. Prepared the materials for Science, and cleaned my bag. It wasn't me, I know. :\

"...Abnormal Ka." Haha. See? Even mom agrees. I forgot what we're talking about this morning. I just remembered few of `em and that awesome line. ((: That made my day a bit.

Now I know what should I get myself this Christmas. Harhar, it wasn't some kind of thing. Gonna keep it myself nlang. :D I still want a new book, though. I'm planning to buy myself one this coming weekend. =) Got plenty of choices to choose from. x_x

I like Von's word. Haha. It's kinda green in some ways. "- -, ~~Kapitantutan~~. I've been loving that for almost two days, haha. Eew. Yeaah, sometimes we have to admit.. There are days when *GM* strikes. :))

Azariah, team name for Palaro. Still planning for the team color. But I guess, we'll make it hot pink, blue green with Mr. Black. Gonna make pilit of `em to let Mr. Black, be the dominant color for the both sexes.

Airheads! Bought two for myself. :3 Aww. ~~Sweeet~~ me. Haha. Oh, Mr. Sleepyhead is here agaaain. I should get some sleep na daaw. 8-|And besides, my eyes are starting to feel irritated naa. Yeah, bye. :-h

- I know I should. Stop.

Goonayt, :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Murder city

2009-12-01T05:57:00.000-08:00

Something about you is so addictive

screw the word addictive. >:)

First day of December. Haha, The day CC ~~cursed~~. =)) Nah, *Kidding. He loves this day, I know. It was a great and fun day for my classmates, Not for me. Ugh, not feeling well.

Saw the setting sun and moon (this afternoon), I find it cool. Haha, the moon was on the right and Mr. Setting sun on the left. It was on my perspective, okay? - I was damn hungry during ELA, so I decided to buy noodles the time we're dismissed. Everything seems to be delish, when you're hungry. Y`know. ;)

Went to Smo. to escape Mr. Boredamn, Haha. Bought Quickly, which made my day. :> Choco Loco Super is spelled L - O - V - E. I love many things. ^^ Obviously.

Dunno what has gotten into me, but I'm currently listening to Demi's Here we go again. Haha. Feeling kiddo. Heard it from Yasmin's iPod. I kinda like the tune and got LSS for hours. :| And the only lyrics I know is the chorus part, "Here we go, go, go again" So I was like muttering those words for hours. Hahaha.

Hah, wish me luck for my Science post test. Didn't really took it seriously. I was fighting myself from sleeping. One thing for sure, I'm gonna fail. (Oh, pleease no.)

Got Binukadkad na Pla pla for my dinner last last night. It was soo yummy, Cafe Adriatico \m/ Took Quickly for my dinner todaay. Haha. Gonna take this seriously naa, I'll take myself on a diet. :| Gluttony, leave me alone. 8-|

Planning to watch movies this weekend. Nah, not in the cinemas. My loving parents, won't allow me to. Of course. o_o Because I'm born with the think-of-others-maybe-they-also-wanna-have-a-movie-marathon attitude, gonna watch it myself. Alone. In the dark. >:)

I miss watching X-Factor on youtube. Haha. Poor me, only in youtube. x_x Wth. -- Ah, I badly need a new pair of chucks. Or a new phone. Hnm, who could get me one this Christmas for free? Ahaha. Kapalmuks.

Mr. Sleepyhead is knocking on my door naa, maybe I should end this here and get some sleep. I hate this throat of mine. Been aching for days already! Haha. Put all the blames on me, still. Can't help myself eating sweeets and ice cream and stuffs like that.

- Have you ever wanted to disappear?
Goonayt blogosphere. :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Say no to love

2009-11-28T19:09:00.000-08:00

I believe I was so cleverly deceived
by good looks, some charm and a brilliant lie

Okay. So, Gooodmorning blog! (And hell yeah, what's so good about this morning?) Hah. I'm feelin better than last night. Thanks to those people who texted me; ate wensdei, cc, charm, kua ches. and mooar. Small things give bigger impact on me. Lols. Salamat sa pagteks. :P

Okay.. I'm having a ~~boring~~ weekend. :\ Ah, maybe not so boring. Pero, ewan. I find it boring when there are lots of things to worry about. x_x Ayaw ko na magisip ng mga ganun. Haha. God knows how hard it is. And God knows how this *thing is hurting me.

Now playing, Brilliant lies by New years day. :)

"I believed that you meant everything you said, goodbye and thanks for the memories, for the pain and lies, every time I had to cry" Hnm, it was the last song I heard before I fell asleep. Last night.

SAY NO TO LOVE. Haha, it was from sis Franzie. :> I've read it on her ftalk acc. Ah, I miss her naa. Their visa got approved so.. She was now in US. Dunno the exact place. LOLs. -

Ate wendaang! Ilabsyooo. :") Madami pa diaan, dba. Nicollo nlng tayo. Haha. Jok. ^^ We're cleverly deceived, by his good looks and charm. x_x Wala lang. Hahaha. :))

Watched 2012 last night with Yasmin. Haha, She keeps on asking me "Ate, totoo ba yan? o_o" And me. As her good sister (of course) keeps on nodding. Haha. And she's like, "Aww, katakot nman" I feel sorry for her, though. Idunno, but I do enjoy lying to her. :))

I want a new pair of chucks. Again. :D Yellow one. Or vio. Or RED! Haha. Gonna put that on my wishlist some other time. Now, who's willing to grant my last LITTLE wish? :>

Ugh, am gonna update this latuur. :>

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

I'll be the best you never had

2009-11-27T02:13:00.000-08:00

Just, shoot me. Please..

Oh right, my life meant a little to me today. Haha, dunno the real reason behind. All I know is, we had our culminating activity for our ELA presentations today. And it was awesomely fun. Laughing all along. Great, isn't it? Lols.

Wee, dad bought me. No, bought "us" a new desktop. I was really grateful that thing entered his mind. Thank goodness. He was really feeling kinda genereous this past few days. Er, *Kinda. :\ Eek, I've been showing him bad things since the day he went home. And I feel sorry for him. Guilty.. "- -,

Ugh. Been dreaming about weird things this whole week. I've forgotten some, though. First, dreamt about this breadS talking to me. They we're telling me stories and bla bla bla. Second, this *guy. Arrgh, All I can remember is him.. tss. And moar. Basta, *weird.

This week is the most coolest week for this month. No afternoon classes. The fact that we haven't got the trophy/ies is already accepted, Y'know.. Haha. We've moved on. :) And we congratulate Pasteur and Roentgen. Again. Gonna hand my congratulations to, the winning sections in the higher level. ;) All of `em were good.

There's something wrong with my phone. Dang. The LCD? I guess. Amf. That only means, I need a new phone. And I need it badly. Lols, kidding. 8-|

Waiting for my fellow groupmates to go online. :D -- Got LSS by Leona lewis' The best you never had. It was cool, Haha. For me. :\ Go, and listen. Haven't changed my clothes yet. Still wearing my skirt and blouse. Haha. And with my ID and necktie. Complete uniform! :P

Craving for Starbucks! As usual. Haha. That doesn't change things, I always and will always do crave for Starbuck's. :> Banoffee Pie! (Whatever the spelling is) Basta, it was really really yummy. :") Makes my heart melt. Yiee. <3

Ah! Need a new book. I uberly need a new novel to read, Haha. Done with my 'Twenties Girl' just now. Atlast, another new achievemnt reached. Well, atleast I consider it as an achievement. :P The book was really marvelous. Learned some 1920s term. Haha. It was funny with a bit of friendship and romance and family. Oh. I love Sadie Lancaster. I just wish I have a great aunt like her, :3

Make those things fall back into place, please? Oh God. I'm begging. I'm having a hard time na. :\ Oh! Check this one out:

"Huwag kang mag-isip at bigyan ng dahilan ang sarili mo para isipin siya,

Masaya ang buhay, Kaya mabuhay ka ng masaya ^^"

Gives sense, right? Haha. Damn true, we should be happy. Happy. I repeat, Happy. o_o Dood, I need to talk to myself about that thing. It's driving me crazy. There are lots of things to worry about. Yeah, But I should be sane enough. x_x Sane enough.

Milka! L-O-V-E. Haha. Made my day. Sweets are love, especially when you're throat aches. Yeah, my throat aches. But still, this good brain of mine won't stop me from eating. :> That's why I love her. She's a girl, you know.. ;)

I'll end this here na. Ala nako masabi e. :) Goodbye, thanks for reading.

:-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Living life outside a dream

2009-11-24T02:34:00.000-08:00

I love you once, I love you twice

I love you more than COKE + ICE :)

November 24th. Watched Sophomore's play. :D Dood, they we're all good. Hah, ryhming. :)) But honestly, if I would be one of the judges.. I would definitely have a hard time deciding. It was a close fight. Y'know. :>

Was really amazed by Ate Celine. I was like "whoa, si Ate Celine ba yan? :O" She was absolutely good doing Esmeralda's part. Haha. Never thought she have the talent for that. :)) Kewl. Ate wendy's good too, she's cute in her gown. The pink one with black. :> Yiee. Haha.

So yeah, had classes earlier this morning. Eek, gonna meet all my subject teachers tomorrow. Sayang, I was really looking forward to watch the juniors. Pero, bawal daw e.. Imma sneak out during ~~Computer~~ time. Lols. *Kidding. >:)

Told Mr. Sleepyhead to leave me alone. But he never did. He bugged me all throughout Filipino time. :\ Tsk. I hate it when he visits me. -- Watched Paramore's Brick by boring brick music video. It was awesome, really. It was like some kind of a fairytale. Haha. Lols. :")

HAYBUHAY. :| Dapat masaya na 'ko ngayon e? Haha. *Dapat, anuber. Sge, hala. Dinner na muna. :-h

Yeah, people.. Just wanna share this one. :) I find her lips cool. Haha. You too? Aww. Yeah, nevermind. PMS. Wohoa.

- time is changing everything. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Somebody rip my heart out

2009-11-23T04:08:00.000-08:00

Is it enough to love?

Had fun this day. Er, yeah. Been really nervous this morning. Pero, nawala nman nung nasalang nako sa stage. :) It was really.. hard to speak loud without using any mic. Darn. Blame the bloody lapel, it won't work.

Ah. So, congratulations to Pasteur and Roentgen. :> Especially to Kristina and Awil. Yihee, can't really deny. They were good. Haha. No match kami. x_x *Kidding. Sguro nman kht onti, meron. :> It was a hardwork. And we did our best [?] Not quite sure. But atleast.. We survived. =))

Now listening to, *Anything but ordinary by Avril. Yeah, got LSS by this song since last Saturday. So weird.. :\ - It was a hassle, to change clothes. Shoot. Dami pa boys sa backstage. o_x Super thanks to T. Lyna, Lara, Andrea, RR, Richnel and to the other people who helped all through out the play. :*

Ugh. Another thing, hassle din pala yung make up. :\ Didn't put on much make up, though. Ayos kasi e, kakaiba yung feeling. x_x - Yeah, no classes this morning. Love `em, they gave their time for our practice. ^^ Lols.

Took pictures of myself when I got home. ;) Haha. Gonna upload it next time nlang. USB won't work. I mean, the cable. Or, whatever that thing is. Basta yun. :| - Really thought Dalton would win. (Paiba'iba ako ng topic. Hahaha) Y'know, Shiela's good. And Paul too. The Dancers, are great. The play was realy cool. I mean, never thought that.. Uh, nvm. :)

Uhh. I'm feeling sleepy naa. :-h Slept late last night preparing for the play. And blabla. Ge, GTG.

- Somebody save my life.. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Hopeful dreaming of times before the pain.

2009-11-20T03:17:00.000-08:00

Up all night, got demons to fight.

Fryday. What's up with friday? :| Bori.. No. Can't really say this day was boring. I had fun, and was laughing all the time. Wth. Monthly periods does give me this kind of attitude. And I'm really really sorry for that. ;)

Yeah. Just like what I've said, I had fun. :)) Carl kse. Kim's face always made him laugh. No, Kim's not even joking around. Idk to Carl, But he LOLs whenever he stare at Kim's pretty face. :P And that'll make me laugh hard too. Wth.

Designed the room for the IPTC tomoru. "Designed" is not even the right word for that. Design means to beautify something, or blabla. Whtvr. Bsata yun. And we did NOT made the room presentable enough. :))

Hnm, I had fun. But that doesn't mean I was happy all the time. Eek. The thing that was glued to my mind yesterday was still bugging me. Y'know, can't just let that *thing slip through.. Tss. It was really weird for that person to.. Wah. Nvm.

And the scene that happened during ~~ELA time~~ was not good either. :\ Damn her, the both of 'em. Wanna guess? :P - She's getting on my nerve. I mean.. She's been absent for days. She skipped many practices. She doesn't know the latest changes. She doesn't know the things we've been through when she's not around. And now that she's present, It's like she doesn't even care. F ck.. Goooodluck to her. :|

Arr. x_o What made my day? None. I guess. Hah, yeah. The - - - -. :P Won't continue. Sorry, i'll keep it to myself. Tsk. Yeah, so IPTC tomorrow. Wth. I'll be dead. Haha! :>

Ugh. Craving for my love again. :\ Starbucks. ONE TOFFEE NUT FRAPPUCCINO FOR Thalia! Eek. Starbucks nman diaan. Haha. - Gonna have practices for tomorrow. 1pm - 4, I guess? Woo. I'm bloody nervous. Can you imagine, it's only days away? Huu. Got my costume ready naa, pero.. Ewan.

Shoot me. Nah, really. I'm serious. Desperate to escape this *thing I'm feeling. :| Haha! Well, goodluck. I've been thinking about this since last last week. Lols. Er, another problem glued to my mind. Poor me. 8-| I always thought it was a bloody mistake. Darn. Emo, amf. Idc.. No one knew all the pain i've been through. 8-|

RT: Abby. Yeah, She loves me daw. Haha. I love her even moaar. :") Yeah, it's nothing. Belated Happy Anniversary. :P Nibati ko sia. Sayang, hndi kita nabti nun. ^^

I'm KINDA feeling a little soggy this day. Due to the fact that I got my Monthly period today. My second day actually.. And the feeling when something's pouring out from you. Eeeww.

Gotta end this here naa.

- Bye. :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

You could have knocked me out with a feather.

2009-11-19T02:46:00.000-08:00

Bring on the shackles! - I'm your prisoner :")

19th day of November. It could be the happiest day for some other people. :> Nov19 didn't made any sense to me. C'mon, it was just like any other days. :\ Boring.

I've Read ate Wensdei's latest poem. She's so cool.. I mean, not all people are gifted with that skill or talent or whatever you people wanna call it. :\ Basta, magaling sia dun. Un lang yon, :P

Hah! Now, I'm really nervous. :\ Wah. The bloody play's killing me. - -, Oh no. -- I miss Gelyn so muchh. :L I mean it, so much. Yeah, i know she misses me too. :> The witch laugh. Darn. Still fresh in my memory. Woo.

:'( No. There's this some*thing that is really bugging me. Not really sure about the *thing.. Y'know, something's are just not in place. OC much? Ugh. Sht, it was popping into my mind every now and then. Yeah. Just.. Nvm. Hmf.

What made my day? Joaquin's iPod! Oh dang. His iPod, one word to describe: Hilarious. Haha. He got old songs. Like, Halik by Aegis. Banana boat song, All by myself and moaar. I was laughing all the time. So weird. BUTTerfingeer! First love. <3 The second one that made my day complete. :D

Now listening to Close to you by Cranberries. :> Haha. Cool one. ^^ Whenever I hear *Cranberries, I remember Jack. Lols.

- I've never found a love like this.. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Stupidity is taking over me.

2009-11-18T03:01:00.000-08:00

Love, life, meaning... Over.

November 18. Happy Anniversary to - & -. :P Getting stronger? Haha. Well, goodluck. Magtagal pa sana kayo. ^^ So, yeah. Shortened classes. Started practicing for the play since 3:30pm up to 5. :> We wasted 30mins for eating and chitchatting. :P

Math. Hell, x_x It was always the down part of me. Lols. The only subject I can't excel. Tssk. -- Oh, i love my "insert-subject-here" teacher. She always extends. Result? Shorter classes for "insert-subject-here". :> Haha!

Now listening to, *Unwell by Matchbox twenty. Got LSS by this song. Been singing this since before the practice. x_o Using "La la la" as my lyrics. Tss. Kors me. ;\

Been really anticipated by New moon. :> Can't wait to watch the said movie. Lols, planning to watch it with my peers. Y'know.. Blabla. I'll make paawa if needed. Para lang pumayag sla. :|

Tssk. Monday, i'm so damn nervous. If I could just really ~~stop~~ time. "- -, Not that we're not ready for the play. Just that, iDunno. Ah! We need time for making those props. Hahaha. If you'd be able to see ours, you'd probably say, "Anoyan? Props? Bakit ganyan?" Sounds insulting but really funny. :))

I'm feeling sleepy again! Yoho. Lack of sleep. Grr. I'm eating too much than expected. And I seriously hate it. :\ Arr.

I. Do. Hate. Myself. Today. Again. Daaamn. Er, If I could actually stop myself from falling even harder. x_x Y'know what I'm saying. Ftw. I'm making things harder for myself. Blame this dumb heart of mine. Stupidity is taking over me. Sht. You could also blame my stupid mind, keeps on reminding of those * memories. 8-| Ugh.

Psh. Next topic. - Saw Charm yesterday! Wearing their vio costume. It suits her. She looks cute. Well, she always do. :") That's why... [insert coin here]

Ah, goodnews. :> T. Mean will be back tomorrow. Wee. Missed her so much. We'll gonna have Sir George as our teacher in Public speaking. xD Once a week nlang meeting nmin.

Pain. Dang. Help me escape this pain. Fvck. I know you find this "~~emo-ish~~" or something like that. 8-| I'm just expressing what I feel. :[ Haha. Anyway, la la la la. Pain strikes whenever I see...

Hey! 2012. Wanna watch that sooon. :> Heard it was awesome? Idk. Don't be a spoiler, pleease. ;) -- I'm using bro's desktop. He'll be out for 3 days or more or less than that. Wee. :D Gonna miss him, though. :| I'm serious. Hahaha. Whtvr.

How many ways can one heart be mangled

and expected to keep beating?

- GTG. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Cinderella goes rock. :\

2009-11-17T03:56:00.000-08:00

There she goes again.

Haven't blog for 4 days, right? Hnm. I give you my apologies for that. ;)

November 17. Yeah, this day was bloody tiring. And it was all because of the "General Rehearsal" thingy. :\ My feet aches. Blame that damn silver shoes. Lols. And they even want me to wear high heels?! Huuhuu. x_o

Now listening to Kate Voegele's 99 times. For every 99 times, you look me in the eye. Lalalaa. And swore that you weren't lying. -- Yeah, so Mrs. Sese approved our bloody request. :D Wipee. Shortened classes again until Friday. Woo. Parteey. I'm starting to feel nervous again. x_x tssk..

I'm letting go of you, But that doesn't mean that I'm giving up on you. by Jojo. Haha. Talking `bout Katorse. :) Love this show. Jojo for Nene! Lols.

I was sleepy all the time. x_x No, only in the morning classes, I guess? I almost fell asleep during Math. It was damn hard. Haha. I've got to make my brain work. :| -- I'm planning to sleep early today. Yeah, Share lang eh.

Dark Cherry! It doesn't taste that awful.. But, I love Toffee nut and Mocha Peppermint more. :3 Wee. Wanna try the Espresso Frappe. Not really sure bout the name. Just read it on Starbucks' branch in MOA.

Give love on Christmas day \m/ I know it was way too early to blog about this thing. Haha. It's already 40 days (or more) before Christmas, anyway. :> I'm loving it, seriously. The gifts! Can't really wait to see those stuffs inside a box wrapped in a special paper with a ribbon. =)) Whoaa. And the food, of course. :D Lots of 'em. Now, who hates Christmas? (Yeah, I know.. There's still some people out there who hates that holiday)

Shoot. What is this I'm feeling again?! Bloody hell. :| I hate myself. Arrrrgh. Could you just shoot me with a bullet using that thing with a "trigger". Daaamn me.:\ Yoho.

^ Not gonna mention any name. :P There were lots of random people who always cross my mind. But only one took me out of my league. Hahaha! Sht. I hate you, tk. :|

- Goodbye. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Can't take no more of your fairytale love.

2009-11-14T04:00:00.000-08:00

Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?

Hnm, yeah. So, just got home. Went to Enrico's place. The food is delish. Made my tummy hurt so much. No, not the one you're thinking. I'm just full, kk? :))

Today? We had practices for our play, Cinderella.. of course. ;) Promised dad that I would be back home around 5pm. Haha! And guess what? I'm bloody late for 1 hour. Good thing, he got tired of giving sermons. :P They should blame the cars, anyway. Traffic eh. Harhar.

Wanna watch 2012! It'll be better on Cinemas. But, I guess. I'm gonna be watching it here.. I mean, only in the internet. They probably won't allow me to go gala na. for now, ata. Hnm..

General Rehersals will be on Tuesday, right? Idk. Well, I hope.. the play will not be a total disaster. Haha. Sht. Things are making me nervous. :|

Now reading Twenties girl by Sophie Kinsella! It's worth the price. The type of book that will make you smile while reading it. Haha. My face will just go :D, not really funny. Haha. Nvm, just go and check it. ;)

Now listening to Augustana's Sweet and Low. :> Never heard of this song, actually. Just got curious and tried to check it out. Haha. Yeah. -- Hnm, Oh. Yeah! Really sorry. Haven't blog for days. It's just that, I needed to arrange some things and sort them all out. Been really busy. :)

Yesterday, was November 13. Right? Hnm. Not actually "fun". Haha. It was.. er. Idunno. :\ Heard a BAD BAD news from Hopia. Made me hate some people from other school. Sht. Let's just not talk about it.

November 13th. The heck. Went to ATC, bought shirts and a pair of shoes at Artwork. :> I'm loving artwork so much. =)) Lols. -- Ate pizza at Yellowcab for dinner. Forced mom, anyway she loves Charlie Chan. So, it was easy for me to make pilit of her. Hahaha.

Churros city! oh yeah. hnm, the one with Cinnamon and dipped with chocolate syrup or something like that is soo yummy. :> Seriously. Never knew it would be that awesome.

Novemeber 12th. Er, yeah. TOFFE NUT means LOVE! I mean. really. Tried it on the said date, and it was like really cool. Haha. Gonna try the other one with "dark" and "cherry" sooon. :> Love love. Forced dad and promised that I would treat my younger sister a frappe. But he ended paying for the bill. :)) Idk. He's just soo generous THAT day.Only that day. And yesterday pala. :))

Watched wonderbaby and it made me blush. I mean, she's just sooo cute! If I would ever have a baby, I would totally thank god a gazillion times if it will be as cute as her. And I said, if. aryt? Haha. Never dreamt of having a baby at an early age. Lols.

Really had no idea what made my day. :> Maybe the coke float? Er, The "white" oreo? Haha. I dunno. Foods are so yummy for me today. And, I can actually notice that I'm starting to eat TOO much. Again. Fck. Need to control myself. x_x

I miss obra na. Haha. Don Juan's so green. I mean, maybe boys just can't control themselves. Being aggressive? I dunno. Never knew the feeling. :)) -- Feeling lazy. Lols. Bla bla bla bla. Gotta end this here for now. :-h

-> GTG. :-)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

It was a riot in my mind. :|

2009-11-10T03:23:00.000-08:00

Come, disconnect the dots with me. :)

November 10. AA and Kooya's birthday. This day was like any other normal days, Boring? No. Fun? No either. Hnm. Can't really tell. The only thing I know about this day is, it's not the lucky day for me. x_x

I was really bored during A.P time so I made a draft for this post. T'was written in Anne's lengthwise using Pilot G - Tec - C4. Detailed much? Haha. :3

We are currently having a "contest" now. Lols. I didn't listened to ~~her~~ discussion yesterday.. So, I wasn't able to answer the question. :)) -- Mr. Sleepiness visited me during Elective. He missed me, obviously, I'm glad I didn't fell asleep. Curse me. *Kidding. :P

Omy. I lost my dignity during P.E.. I'm beggin, don't ask me why. Huuhuu. -- My heart's pounding. Oh damn. Why did I forgot to prepare my "Science update"?! In the most precious subject pa. x_o

O_O She shouted. I'm talking about ~~her~~. She scolded Miggy and Leslie. Oh shooot, she really got a scaaarrry voice. Fear her. She's what you call "terror teacher". :| Uh-huh. That's why I kinda hate her. Hnm, remove the *kinda. Pleease? 8-|

I've read this somehere in my AP book: Islas del Poniente. It is what the spaniards call the Philippines before. Haha. Cool right? Tss. I find it cool, sorry for you. :P

It's T. Tessa's class naaa! GTG.

Okay. Sir George's turn. (Not sure in the spelling) Wuu. :3

"When he walks into the room, the corners of my eyes feed upon the edges of his image"

- When he walks into the room

The line or quote or whatever from above was taken in our ELA book. :D Er, it was about a someone who was abandoned by his/her love one. And bla bla. Just wanna share it here. Haha. Laugh with me. :))

Wanna update my twitter naa! Wanna raise my total number of tweeets. Follow me pleaase. ^^ -- I'm enjoying our topic in Filipino and ELA. Something related to poems and bla bla bla. Damn. I'm feeling hungry. Feed me! Feed me with your love! <3 Hahaha. Of course, I'm kidding. =))

=( The thing on the left. <- That one. Kk? Made me remember of something. Hnm. :-? A line from Sheryl Crow's If it makes you happy. Here it goes: If it makes you happy, they why the hell are you soo sad? I was singing that song earlier this morning and got LSS. It was actually the first song that popped into my mind since I woke up. Haha. So weird. x_o The songline was actually dedicated to me, btw. :P

Oh sht. I'm feeding myself with stolen glances or stares or whatever you wanna call it, as long as it's related to what I'm saying. Uh yeah, stolen moments are much more cooler. B-) Right, Ate Ge? Haha.

So, what made my day? idk. I'm still about to find which one. :> Help me. Lols. Wanna go home naa! Oh deng.

This *thaang is actually killing me. Would you just.. Urgh. Nevermind. :| There's no need for you to know about the thing, right? Pft. Let's just laugh it all out. o_o Hahahahaha!

Whoa. Sir George dismissed us 5mins before the time. :)) So kind. Just like Sir Willy. Aw, missing my gradeschool days again. :>

-- Enough about my draft earlier, kk? Let's go back

to the present. Daaamn. x_x

Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be.

Wth. I mean, what is this total crap that I'm feeling?! x_o Iba to.. Swear. :|

Now playing, Check yes Juliet by We the kings. :D Okay. I suddenly got bored. Do you find it weird? Kse, I do. =)) My interest in continuing this post is gone? And where the hell did it go? Huu. 8-| Come on, Help me find it pleaase. Needed to continue this one. Never ask me why. Haha. I said Never. Why? Lols.

Currently eating my dinner. Junk food. =)) And I'm feeling sleepy. Wth. Rootbeers are love! Didn't actually made my day, But somehow.. It just feels like it. Get what I mean?

Yeah. Know what? ~~Kim~~ cried. And it's because of Love. I mean.. Somewhat related to that. ;) It hurts me seeing people cry because of the same reason. Damn. Haha. Why love has to be soo cruel? (For some people) Haha. Kidding. Yeah, believe me.. I was really kidding in that part. Kk? Just say yes. :|

Gonna make myself bussy. :> I need a book. I actually got lots of books here at home.. Lols. But I need a new one. Haha. Novels. Wee. Uh yeah. Did I mentioned that I was supposed to finish La Corda d' Oro last sunday? Amf. :|

Ayaw naa. :| Nittmad na talga ako. Tomooooru nlng. :D Eek. Gunaayt. :*

- P.S, i love you. Forever and today. :D Lalala.

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Natural disasters, when she cries..

2009-11-09T04:22:00.000-08:00

It's only a matter of time..

Currently listening to *Time by CIWWAF. <3 Loooove. Haha. So what happened today? Classes were still shortened. And yeah, I was really sleepy during ~~Math~~ time. Seriously, reaaaally sleepy. Good thing, Math was the last subject before Lunch. x_x

Love you *more, wer`dist. Haha. Thanks for the concern and everything. :3 It's just that I'm ~~kinda~~ having a hard time movin' on and things like that.. I'll be okay in a month or two. Or maybe shorter than that. Hnm, So what else.. Just hopin` that your serious in the "love you" thingy. Lols. Kidding or not, still love youu. Not the one your always thinking. :)) As a bff and a friend, aryt. :P

Okay, so Mocha Peppermint made my day yesterday. :) I'm loving starbuck's soo much. <3 Imma order the Toffee Nut next time. :3 Then the Dark.. Berry? Or whatever. Basta, the other one.

Christmas is comming. Ain't actually asking for a gift. But, it would be better if you do. =)) Gonna appreciate it soo much. Haha. *Kidding. :D

Check Nolence's Primary photo. It doesn't look like him. :)) -- Visited Enchongdee's world. Saw some of his pics. Most of `em we're behind the scenes from Katorse. Haha. And yeah, he's hot. But ain't actually a fan of Enchong. ^^

Had fun during the practice this afternoon. I'm a bit different than the past days. Why? I was making fun of Andrei kse. :)) He's knees we're aching and bla bla. I was like loud this afternoon, but really lazy this morning. x_o So weird.

I'm feeling like this day is soo wrong. I dunno why. :\ Maybe because of my "Hyper" thingy during this afternoon. No, maybe.. Because. I've overslept. Arrggh. Nvm. This thing is making my head ache.

Yeah, I was actually having a head ache this afternoon. Haha. It's my own fault. So Nvm. Right..

Life is always hard for the Belle of the boulevard..

Okay, now playing *Belle of the boulevard by Dashboard Confessionals.

Hnm, I'm loosing this what you call "shape". Haha. People.. Well, my friends. Always say that I have that thing. And now, look. I'm loosing it. =)) Really.. I'm hating chocolates for being so yummy. :3 *Kidding. I'm feeling like a little peckish right now. x_o Gonna control my hunger. :P

Quickly! Took Choco chill for my dinner. Haha. Yeah, Dinner. :P Read it right. =)) I feel full. Idk. Nvm. Again. :D

My head still achin`. Damn. I shouldn't have done that thing. T__T Makes me dizzyy.

I'm enjoying twitter! Haha. Got 17 followers already. :P I'm making asenso naa. Weee.

Waah! Omy. Love those people talgaa. I was seriously touched. ^^ A million thanks for the comfort and everything. Maybe, a million is still not enough.. :)) Let's make it billion, then. Haha. No reason to be sad na, swear. :3 Hey, I'm serious in the 'love' thing. :P

If I’m looking for true love, I need to get the mediocre love out of my systems..

The words in green was actualy tweeted by PauloCoelho. :)) Just felt like sharing it to you guys.-- Okay, Miss you so much na Hopiataba! :3 One of the greaatest and bestestest friends you could ever have. ^^ Lols. Take good care of yourself in Beda, ha? Never let those * do that damn thing to you ever again. >:( Aryt? :P

I'm feeling sleeepy. Omy. I still need to study for the quiz tomorrow in Math. xP Yeah. *study. Haha. Read it right. I'm becoming a good girl. Noticed it? *Kidding. Gonna review myself. Just feel like I needed to make habol of my grades in that subject. x_x

I'm being active ulit in Plurk! Aw, I miss my karmaa before. :'( 54+? From 54 it's now.. 14. Wth. Yeah, Blame it all to myself. Tsk. I hate myself for being inactive before. Anyway, gonna make bawi nlng. :P

My kuyaa's birthday tomorrow. Haha. Bought him a gift. Nothing special. A simple bla bla bla. And, take note. I used my OWN money. =)) I'm such a sweeet sistuur. Haha. Heard it was AA's birthday too? Anyway. Wish them a Happy Birthday, Kk? AA's nice nman e. :D

I was supposed to buy Taylor Swift's album this evening. Unfortunately, it was out of stock. Checked Odyssey and The other store. Damn. Haha. Anyway, gonna spend my money in other things nlang. x_o Tch.

"Trust that the future is full of promises". Oh right.. But then again, Promises are meant to be broken.. Right? :)) Okay. Nvm me. Haha. I'm planning to make this post long kse. x_x Taglish. Tss.

Okay. So I have this damn little pimple on my chin. Sht. x_o I hate it. Gonna go and get some sleep naa. ^^ Haha. Oryt. Thanks for reading this nonsense. Bye!

-- Your single, Not dead. :-h

Gunayt peeps. :*

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

No, It was never simple.. Never easy. :\

2009-11-07T02:01:00.000-08:00

My tummys turnin and I'm feelin kinda home sick, Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the D.J. dropped my favorite tune and a Britney song was on.. :3

NP: Party in the U.S.A - Miley Cyrus.

Hittin` my blog again. Just got home frm the practice. It was a bit tiring, though. I've memorized all my lines. :3

I'm such a good girl. Haha. *Kidding. Know what? I'm starting to enjoy myself. Which is a good thing because..

y'know. :)) Right..

I was supposed to watch Astroboy with Yasmin. Lols. =)) But, Why the heck won't they allow me to. x_x Killjoy.

Haha. 8-| Miley's song was cool. Talking `bout "Party in the U.S.A" Aryt? She doesn't sound like Miley in that

piece. =))

"No, It was never simple, Never easy" -> The title for this post. :)) Yeah, I know you're not blind not to see that.

 Lols. Haha. Oryt, excuse me for that. :j Yeah, so life now would never be the same like before.

Maybe, yours would be. Haha. I'm one of the exceptions when it comes to that topic. :\ It's really damn hard. :|

"Hnm, miss you * na. daaang. >,< Missing someone badly is doing no good to me. Wth. Really need help, peeps. Haha. When I say, I'm happy. I really am. -NOT. Bluuurd kausap." -> Quoted from my last post. Wala lang, Just wanted to post it here. :\ Still missing someone kase. fvck. o_o

Okay, so.. there's this "incident" that happened during our practice. Almost ruined our play. Good thing, they've resolved it already. :3 May mga nagalit nga lang.. Ata. x_o

Hiccups. :)) Nothing, just wanna mention the word. -- Hnm, what now. Still feeling the "eeriness" when dancing with Andrei. Haha. I feel awkward getting close to him. I mean, basta ganon. Nvm. :|

I was really hungry todaay. Idk why? Maybe, because I never ate my dinner/lunch for the past few days? I was like a beggar who haven't ate for years. x_x

Now playing All that I've got by The Used. :D "I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not la la la la " :D

"Pag ang puso na ang nagsabing ayaw na niya, wala nang magagawa ang utak kung hindi sumunod."

- Ate wensdei. :

Arr, I'll do my best to be okay naa. Sweeaar. :\ I'll be happy na. See? -> :D for him. and for myself. ate wensdei opened my eyes. lols. =)) really thanks to her. She's such a great friend. Thanks to kuya max and kuya grench nrin. :>

Cadbury Peppermint. <3 Whoa. Haha. Love it. Made my daaay! Hurray for Cadbury. =)) Chocolates are the best. Sweear. ;)

"Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds but if it wasn't for you, we wouldn't have this multiple crowd. How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to" - Nolence. It's his birthday today! :D Wish him a happy birthday. ;) He's been a good friend to me. Never mind what he did. 8-| He's just of his mind when he's being devilish. >:) Lols. Sweaar, one of my coolest friends. Haha.

--Agony, ripped through me.. with the memory of his face. x_x

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

I don't wanna lose you.. :\

2009-11-03T04:39:00.000-08:00

HAVE YOU SEEN AN ELEPHANT FLY?
i miss dumbo. Ü
I missed my blog. ^^

Sunday and Monday, we're almost the same. Boring. x_x Missing the DLA peeps and my seatmates. ;)

Tuesday; hating things for changing so fast. i'm accepting it whole-heartedly nman. :D Really can't blame him/her, it's my fault anyway. :D eek..

Ohmy. Can't hide the pain. x_x Gaga mo kse tk. I'll be happy for him nlng. OKAY. Next topic. Need your help, peeps. :\

Even though I really love you,

I'm gonna smile `coz I deserve to

It'll all get better in time.. j:

- better in time; leona lewis

Yeah, yeah. I'm Happy. can't you see? :D Huuhuu. Waaah. Getting crazier. I need to talk to hopia. Weehoo. x_x HAPPY BIRTHDAY to TWIN and RICHNEL. ;] Wish them a Happy Happy Birthday, Kk?

TK is soo haappy. :D Wee. Let's make fun of her. Hahahaha! Okay. Fine. :| It's not funny naa. I feel like crying. Huuhuu. Nah, I'm serious. Actually.. :\

Chocolates are people's bestfriend when depressed. Mygaad. "I want nobody, nobody.. But you." Yeah, you. >:[ Emo. Daaaamn. Screw me. Hahaha. :\ Snabi ng happy e. 8-|

Really thanks to Kooya Prince.. Bought me on FFS. :> Making my value: 78 974 850. ^^

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Hnm. Dun` feel like making a new post, so I edited this one. Still, feeling happy. 8-| Hahaha. Beaar with me. Pleease, I'm beggin. x_x

This day, we started practicing the scenes. Finished in scene1 and half of the scene 2 already. Still, feeling like backing out, though. x_o

Damn those ~~sweet~~ memories.:\

Er, currently listening to How do you sleep by Jesse McCartney.

"It'll all get better in time" yeah, baby. =)) Love the word "baby". Idk why.. Maybe because of, Inuhbabyy. :3

Hnm, miss you * na. daaang. >,< Missing someone badly is doing no good to me. Wth. Really need help, peeps. Haha. When I say, I'm happy. I really am. -NOT. Bluuurd kausap.

Thanks to abiwhore for the things she said last night. :3 Made me feel bettr.

Why does this hurt so much? :)) I hate what I'm doing to myself. Hey, don't take me wrong. x_x I'm not doing any harm to myself physically. Ain't a fan of Wristcutters. Tama ba? >,<

Hnm, before we move on to the next topic.. Just wanna say thank you for those kept company and gave comfort. =)) Parang namtayan.

Imma poooor in FarmVille. Eek. Just wanna share. :3 -- I want a Voodoo doll, srsly. Do you know, where I could get one? I'm not gonna use it, anyway. I just find `em cute. :D

Speak less to people you love the most.

`Coz if they cannot understand your silence, They can never understand your words.

Got 80 in Math. x_x I damn hate those signs. Psh. 8-| Wish my testpaper in Health "No more corrections". :D Pleease? Love my score in that subject. <3

Keep the happy thoughts coming. Haha. I need `em. :)) Hnm, Already got 9 Followers on Twitter. Haha. Shallow one? Still a nooobie. Follow me, if you want. I know, you want to. Haha. PM me for the link. Feelin` lazy to post it here. :D

I should've made a new post. This one's getting longer. Haha. Which I find half good and half baad. You'll probably feel lazy reading this. Just like the author. Haha. (I know, I dun` have readers. Well, let's pretend I have `em.. ^^) I'm feelin` sleepy already. Eyesore. Not sore eyes, kk? Haha. It's different. x_x (Atleast, that's what I know..)

I feel like a bad person. Nah, Badder than I thought. :\ I dunno. Miss reading books.. Anyone, who can lend me? :D Kill all happy people. Haha. *kidding. san ko nga ba nbsa yun? I dun wanna kill him. >:P Gonna get some sleep naa. Gunayt. :*

- - Last. Sorry talaga..
GTG. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

you`re a falling st★r

2009-10-29T20:54:00.000-07:00

★ It`s like million little stars. Spelling out your name.

Hnm. Currently listening to Michael Buble`s Everything. =)) Got LSS. Damn. So, No classes today. `coz of typhoon Santi. Love the naame. :")

I kinda like this day, coz of the No classes thingy. But, I hate in some other way. :) How about the perio? x_o I'll be absent on tuesday. So.. Wth. Haven't took my P.T in music. T. May will kill me. >,< Eek. I dun wanna absent. I`ll miss my chair again, my locker, my seatmates, T. Lyna, and all of em. and you. of course. :D

"Learn to laugh at yourself" => No need to learn that thing. :3 I always laugh at myself. You can say I`m crazy.. I don`t care anyway. >:)

Now watching La Corda d' Oro Episode 4. Love this animuu. Haha. Hnm, feelin` guilty on what I did yesterday. >:| Haha. Not gonna mention it here. Ask alleine, She knows everything.

Where's Mr. Santi? Heard he was stronger than Ondoy. Dunno. I can see the sun. Hello, Mr Santi? Still there? :| You suspended our classes. Damn. Mr. Santi got scared. Haha. Am I that scaryy? xD Sorry.

Diablo's so poor. Eerie name. =) Don't get me wrong. She's a girl. kk? Haha. It doesn't sound good, If I'll change it into a Girl's name. Right? Left. Diabla. >:)

My heart's currently beating 11beats/min. My heart is damn so weak. :| Mind to give me one? <3

It`s Gemmay's birthday tomorrow! Wee. Let's partteeey. ;) Turning 14? Not so suure. I love hur. Y'know. As a friend of course. She`s been a good friend to me. ^^ Loves piaaano and moosic. Yeah. Wish her a Happy Birthday. Kk? :D

- - - B - O - R - I - N - G - - -

Follow me on t w i t t e r!

Now watching; Jennifer's body. ;)

Done watching the film. Haha. It was sort of a cool one, because of the fact that Megan's role was a cannibal. :)) She's still hot. x_o If I am on the opposite sex, I'd probably die happy If I'm one of her victims. Fortunately or Unfortunately.. I'm a femme. =)) Never dreamt of being a lesbi or something like that. Back to the movie, Amanda Seyfried did it well. <3 I just hated the part where.. y'know. Haha. If you watched the movie, you know what I'm saying. =)) Too young for those stuffs.

I thought Low shoulder's a real band. x_o Love the song, "through the trees" anyway. <3 It was a nice song. And Kiss with a fist too. :D

Now playing; Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - Panic! At the disco. Short title. Haha. :))

Never felt Mr. Santi's presence. :'( Maybe tonight? Tch. Scaredy cat. *Kidding.

- I gotta go now. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

watch the hours fall in a hundred seperate lines..

2009-10-28T00:40:00.000-07:00

Now watching La Corda d' Oro. :">

Hino goes to a school that specialises in music and has two streams: the normal stream and the music stream, where the music students are regarded as the more elite. She was running late for her class one day when she saw a tiny fairy, who seemed really excited that she could see it. The next day, the entrants in the music competition, who are decided by the school, are announced. Hino's name appears on the list - except she doesn't play an instrument. The fairy gives her a magical violin that can be played by anyone. Reluctantly, she enters into the competition and is forced to deal with the prejudices of her peers.

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Wednesday. We took Math and TLE todayy. Both we're kindaa hard. I've forgot some terms in the identification part in TLE. tch. o_o

still addicted to New perspective. :3 PATD rocks. \m/ i`m planning to watch jennifer's body. maybe latur? idk. heard it was good.. ;D

Science, Computer and Health fer tomorrow. :\ Gonna review later. I've nver been good in topics related to numbers. =)) I wish myself goodluck fer the solving part in sci. x_o

ANGST.. ANGST.. ANGST. (igoogle mo kung di mo alam meaning) - Bertong badtrip. ;)

Angst => German, Danish, Norwegian and Dutch word for fear or anxiety. Used in english to describe intense feeling of strife.

"Huwag mong bitawan ang mga bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba" - gives sense. xD but, it seems like being "selfish" in some sort of a way.

Can't really say that this day is boring. But it is. Haha. =)) Wth. But thanks to kambal, leyn, mosi, ate mikee, karl, ampie, and those people who share the same bleachers with me and the said people. =)) for lighting up my daay. :P *pardon for the names not mentioned. :D

Not ready. :D Do you think, i can still back out? Damn. :-S Nervous. Help mee please. I still dun' have the costumes. Angst. Sht. o_o Richnel could do it bettr! Right?

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak.
NP: Taylor swift - Tell me why

Craving for pizza all over again. :")

Still feeling lazy to studyy. o_o

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Yeah. Just feel like editing this one. :> I'm missing someone. Well, i see her/him everyday. Hey! Not the one yer thinking about, kk? It's not something about <3 and love bla bla. Aryt? Haha. I just miss talking to her/him.. Seems like we don`t know each othr after the incident. yoho. x_o

Listening to Gee by Girls Gen. <3 Haha. They're so cuute. :3 What's happening to me now? Getting addicted to Kpop? Whoa. Damn.

Waa! Done watching Maja and Kimbeom's CF! I so envyy Maja. :") Yi Jeong so cute. Grr. Haha. here's the link Yiee. :D

"Sa Nangyari,

Nangyayari at Mangyayari pang

mga kalamidad..

Sana totoong puno na ang itanim natin..

- At hindi lang mga puno sa FarmVille"

- message from kathrine. :)

damn true, right? haha. go greeen! :D

So.. Mom said Dad's homecoming on saturday is final. Whoa. I'm feeling nervous. Happy at the same time. I need to convince him! :3 Goodluck. Yeah.

I'm starting to feel sleepy. Again. Haha. I always do. *wallbash. Yestrday, I had a nap for almost 3 hours. Woke up at around 7pm and slept at 9. Haha. =)) Sleepyhead. D*mn. I dunno what's it with me, that I always feel sleepy. :0

Now playing; Stolen - Dashboard Confessionals. :3 Love this song. Haha. Kewwl. B)

Should I get some shut-eye now? Hoohoo. Halloween's coming! Wee. :3 Taking back decisions. :| Wanna took all those words that I've said. Would he/she be mad? Hope not. Anyway, I'm still thinking about it. "- -, Blurrd. (Hopia's term in "Malabo")

-All these things I hate, Revolve around.. :-h

Goodnight. :)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Gunpowder, Guillotine..

2009-10-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

Running through the monsoon. Beyond the world.. 'till the end of time. Where the rain won't hurt. :3

First day of teh week. :3 I heard dad's coming home this saturday. Which i find amazingly good, because of teh chocolates and bla bla bla. Not that I'm a bad kiddo. I 'kinda' miss him too. x_o

Hindi ka pa rin nya papansinin dahil papansin ka pa rin.. Walang pagbabago.. hayy.. -> Bertong badtrip. :'>

Just finished reviewing myself, so I decided to update my blog. Gonna be a little inactive because of teh perio. :3 Shaddap, I do reviews. :P Haha. Oh yeah. I'm feeling sleepy. Need to have a shut eye. x_x

I'm backing out! Just wish they'd allow me. x_x God, please help me. I can't really do.. "live". Wah. >,< My voice is so absurd. Especially in the phone/using mic or whatevr you wanna call those apparatus. 8-|

Gemmay! Seatmate. :3 Yer my Girlfriend fer teh dayy. :*

Sis went home early todaay. and I hate it. :| Why? Anothr 'kaagaw' in using teh PC. Haha. Ssh. I just hope she won't see this. :-S Peace yo'.

Whore! Thankies much fer teh Kinder. :3

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.” Read this quote somewhere.. Just wanna share it to you. :3 Oh, i really feel sleepy. x_o I'll just update this tummrw. ;) kk?

OTS. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

I wanna live a life from a new perspective. xD

2009-10-25T07:50:00.000-07:00

Me + You = <3

I feel the salty waves come in. I feel them crash against my skin.

One word to describe my Saturday. Eccentric. It was really considered as one of my "kookiest day" with my chums. :3 It was supposed to be our practice. But half of our group decided to go 7-11 and play *dota at the CC. :)) And the plans changed right there..

We stayed at CC fer almost 30 mins. I guess? :)) It was H O T. I mean, It was open but still Hot. Only one fan working. The aircon's off. x_x

Went to ATC with my fam. after the so called "practice". :3 Waited hundred years fer our dinner at Shakey's. It was really.. annoying. Haha. The service was so sloooow. peace out to the fans of Shakey's. :"> I still love the resto & food, anyway. ;)

Can we fast-forward to go down on me? Stop there and let me correct it.

Dark mocha made my day. :3 Currently listening to; New perspective by Panic! At the disco ;) Loove this song. <3 I find this day freakin' hot. :| I woke up around 8. Which I find amazing, because yesterday I woke up at 9. =))

Just finished watching Lovely Complex ( Live in Action ). using youtube. =)) I like the anime series than the moviee. :3 It seems like.. Emma Fujisawa doesn't fit teh role of Risa Koizumi. Thanks to Otani (Teppei Koike).. Made me love this version. <3 Haha.

Next target; La Corda D' Oro. Already heard about this anime before. But it was only now.. that I got interested. Haha. Weird? x_o

I wanna live a life from a new perspective. You come along because I love your face.

Still listening to New Perspective. =)) It was three times in a row. D*mn. Got LSS by this song. x_o

Got the score of 93 in teh "Finish The Band Name" Quiz in Facebook. Haha. Never heard about Immortal Technique. What was their Genre, anyway? xD

"Frustrated singer? Frustrated dancer?.. tama na.. mafrufrustrate ka lang.."- Bertong Badtrip. :'>

I cleaned my room todayy. Yeah, read it right. C L E A N E D. Haha. I didn't felt Mr. Laziness today. Idk. Haha. He was absent due to colds. x_x Well, I hope he'd be absent until Friday. So I'd be able to read my notes and study fer the perio. :3

Move on to teh next song. :D Now listening to Fireflies by Owl City. Wee. Love this song too. <3

I'd like to make myself believe, That Planet Earth turns slowly.

I damn hate teh time for moving on so fast, when i wanted things to stay longer. tss. And when I want it too pass quickly, It wouldn't. Wth. I wouldn't want to carry on a hoo-ha about this thingy. Haha. 8-|

- Fireflies* :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Baby, don't you break my h♥rt slow..

2009-10-23T04:43:00.000-07:00

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie. I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye. I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know, But baby don't you break my heart slow.

Can't describe my thursday. :3 Maybe because.. Idunno. Nevermind. :D I suck. I know.

It's T. Tessa's birthday today. :D Nothing much really happened during her period. Just like any normal days. Except that we greeted her and bla bla. ;)

Math? My mind was all B L A N K. I don't really know the true reason behind, why won't my brain work during Math class. Maybe, My brain has already accepted the fact that math hates me. oh, poor little thng. :))

Dark. The heck. I hate brown outs. :| Scares me to death. Makes me imagine about moomoo and some creatures related to that. Seriously.. Ihatedarkness.

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Sorry fer not updating my blo_og yesterday. :| Damn. I srsly hate brown outs.

I`ll never forget this day. :'( Hnstly, I'll miss *crow, (that's the name he used on his lettr fer AM.) We've been good friends. He may be annoying at times. But his damn good. Especially to his friends. :D He's been part of my life. As a friend, of course. Tch. Drama. Drama. 8-|

Our classes were shortened this day, due to teh Culminating Activity fer AGAPE. Am I right? Haha. Most memrble "Agape" in my whole life. :3 I promised myself not to cry. But, damn. o_o I just cant hold my tears. The whole class cried. I mean, Almost. Some were teary eyed. I hate them for not crying. =)) Teh boys cried too. Which I find.. cool? Haha. It was my first time to see number of boys crying. :3

I'm feelin` guilty. Tch. But it's his own fault too. :| Grr. Nvm. Nvm.

Oh, I love "Bertong Badtrip". Haha. -> Walang kwenta ang mga pinaggagagawa mo sa buhay.. tsktsk. Which is amazingly true. =)) *kidding.

- Can't think of something more clever to say. :-h I seriously need time to think about those "issues". =))

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

You're heart's like an engine.. ♥

2009-10-21T05:29:00.000-07:00

Listening to Monsoon by Tokio Hotel ;)

Running through the monsoon. Beyond the world 'til the end of time, Where the rain won't hurt. Fighting the storm into the blue..
It was a nice song, actually. But I like Automatic more. :P I dunno why. Just NVM me. kk?

Wednesday; I was absent in the morning. Present in the afternoon. Half day in short. =)) Why? My left eye was Reddish and Damn Itchy this morning. Mom forced me to attend my Afternoon classes, :D It was around 10am, When she saw that my left eye was okay. She even asked me if it's still itchy or not. I dunno what has gotten into me, but i said, "No. It was actually fine.." I kinda hate myself for that. o_o

*We spent Ela time in practicing the dance steps. Cinderella's definitely nervous. o_o Pray for her, pleease? :-S

I was strucked on by Chairlift's bruises. :3 Y'know, i was after the beat. and the lyrics. soo damn cute. :")

Still hating him/her. Grr. But it was actually bettr than yesterday. Much more better. Really thanks for those people who kept company. Esp. Bebe Ma and Alleine. :3

So, it's TLE tomorrow. and still, i haven't finished my plates. I didn't even dared myself to complete those. and what the heck do you call me? yeah. i know. Lazy. :P

Speech in Elective. Topic; Something about yourself. 8-| It was kinda easy to do.. But I find no time in doing that kind of stuffs. Can't you just see, I'm uber baad in speaking english? *wallbash.

PE tumorrw. :D Boys' turn in playing Volleyball. Yay. So, all we have to do is to watch them serve and serve. *Kidding. I just hope their game is much more better than ours. ;))

Nutella is Love. It made my day. :")

Finding ways to make this entry longer. :) Why do I need to do that? I don't know to myself. Haha. I just want to do some blogging. and bla bla bla.

"If I had to choose between breathing and loving you.. I'd use my last breath to say I love you" Sent by * One of my closest friends. :3

I'm starting to feel HUNGRY. again. for goodness sake. D*mn. - Now i'm full. Atleast, that's what i tell myself. :D I'm done eating and now I've forgot all the thoughts i'm planning to say here. :| tch. stupd tk. *wallbash.

I need a new owner! Help me raise my value.. please? :3

Good things happen when you go for it? (Daily advice by Facebook) It doesn't give anything to me. Haha. Or, maybe.. my mind was just blank? x_o *I like pirates. I dunno why. I find them cool, especially their eyes? X_O Hha. Speaking of eyes, I can feel my left eye is starting to be itchy again. sht. does this mean, i need to go offline and get some sleep? :3

- Gonna get some shut-eye. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Congratulations.. I hate you. :|

2009-10-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

Yeah. I hate you. Sorry fer that. I just.. can't accept what you did. :) I know, I've hurt you. So much. 8-| Hndi na kse makatao gngawa mo. Ikaw na kse mismo ngsbi na hndi kaslnan yun.. Tas, bgla mong ssbhn na *toot ako? Haha. Hell yeah. Edi ganun. xP As if I care pa. Opinion mo lang importante? okay. o_o e ano twag syo? psh. :\

Sorry fer the drama. I just.. can't help myself. Haha. And maybe, I just hate him/her that much. Ba't ba kse may mga taong ganun. x_o Aisus. Hndi ba ko nging mbuting tao skania. Andrama. pochi.

Bebe Ma! Thanks for teh comfort and time. ;) ILY.♥ Ingats ka plge ah? :*

Anu ba to. >,< hndi mtanggal sa isp ko. D*mn. Nkaka'asar kse talga eh? Tma bang palbasin na ako lang may mali. o_o sht.

NP; Never had a dream come true. kelngan kse para sa play. yoho. :\

:-? Psh. Can't think of something bettr to say. My mind's full of total .... What the heck. :| Napa'english ako ng wala sa oras. Grr.

"true love would never complain, it would always find a way to understand pain." => Nothing much to say about this quote. Just wanted to share something? Oh, Nvm. :|

My tuesday should've been normal. Kaso, there's this someone nga.. who ruined my day. :| My life? Idk. I don't actually wanna care.. Pero, parang hndi nman pwede. Geez.

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And now listening to dashboard confessional's hands down. :>

It was a nice song. One of my favorites, actually. Gnda kse eh. xP

GTG. Hate this day.

- He's so darn annoying. :|

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

You let your song blow right through me.. :")

2009-10-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

"I will read ashes for you, if you ask me. I will look in the fire and tell you from the gray lashes. And out of the red and black tongues and stripes, I will tell how fire comes And how fire runs as far as the sea.. " - Fire pages; Carl Sandburg.

Had a great time jamming with Gem, Alleine and Amoss, My son. Lols. Dpat talga, hndi ako ksma dun eh. Naki`epal lang. ;) Haha. Sumama ako kay Gem sa pagbili ng Props para sa Beauty and the Beast. Kewl nuh? =3

Currently reading; My sister's keeper - Jodi Picoult. Haha. Hndi parin ako tpos. Masyado kseng mrming gnagwa. Nako. Nako. Mga plato. Grr.

NP; Night vision binoculars - Passenger. xD

I see you nearly everyday. I see you, but you don't see me. I wish I had something clever to say. And I wish I had something better I could be.

So, kmusta nman dba. tntmad nnman ako pumsok. Hndi sulit und weekend e. Grr. Bitin. :| Dmn.

"Always try to get whatever you love. otherwise.. you will be forced to love whatever you get." - wala. pampahba ng post. ;) quote galing kay ate ge. ^^

Ano pba pde sbhn. Ayuko kse magkwnto tnkol sa khpon. Haha. Pangt yoon. Ayoko na magCinderella. Haha. Yun lang. :|

Inaantk nko. :) Hndi ko pa nggwa mga platess. Lagoot. Bukas na deadline nun, db? Waaah. Deads. Bukas. October 19. Sna matino yung araw na yunn. Sna, hndi kme mpagaltan ni T. Tessa. =3 Sana hndi boring. Sana matpos na nmen yung sayw. Mdmeng sna. Haha. Sna hndi bitn yng tulog ko.. Sge. Gunayt na. ;)

-- fire pages.. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Kick and scream at the wicked things ;)

2009-10-16T02:41:00.001-07:00

Friday - Fun day! Haha. Korneh.

Had a great time watching Ibong Adarna. Ampogi ni Don Juan, grbe. :") Eh, syempre. Aaron Villaflor ba nman kse. Haha.

Don Juan, Don Pedro, Don Diego. :3

Worst na nanyare.. "- -, Hndi ako nkpagstarbucks. Haha. Worst na yun para sken, >:( Inggit ako kay abigot e. Db, wla nmang Starbuck's dati sa Southmall. Haha. Db? Waa. o_o Nauwi tuloy ako sa Zagu. Haha. xP

Saya. Haha. Hindi na kse kme nkpagklase. ^^ Kaya, Nauwi kme sa daldalan at pagpapraktis ng Sayaw. and blah blah blah. xP Haiyy.

Ano pa ba.. Aun! Haha. Saya nmen sa van. =)) Dugtungan kme nla Micah. Adeks lang e. Kso, nalipat si `drei nung pauwi na. Ambaet kse nung drivur nmen. ~~Hndi~~ siya msungit. Gbre. 8-|

Learned something new. xP HOMO HOMO, si Vondutch nagturo sken nian knina sa van. Haha. tnuro ah? hndi nia dinemo. =3 Haha.

Homo homo - it applies the three laws of motion; the Law of Inertia, Acceleration and Interaction. ;)

"people are just like stars.. there are millions of them out there.

only one will make your dreams come true.

but if you keep your eye so much on that distant star..

you'll fail to see the shooting star that has already fallen for you"

- kots galing kay enrico m. xD

* haha. bsta, ang alm ko. wla aqng gnwang mali. :P

NP; You'll be in my heart - Drew Seeley. <3

You'll be in my heart. No matter what they say. You'll be here in my heart, always. :")

Ayuko na. wla nqng msbe. xD Bbye na blog. neks time nlng uleet. ^^

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

One goes up, One gets down..

2009-10-12T04:04:00.000-07:00

NP: 100 years - Five for fighting.

Time to buy and time to choose. Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this, When you only got 100 years to live..

Happy Birthday Kathrine! xD Sensya na, wulang geft. Hahaha. :*

Anniversary na ni *toot* at ni *toot* bukas. Haha. At hndi pagmamahalan ang ipinagdidiwang nla. =)) Kulet lang e. 3 years, going strong! Mga adek. xP

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Nalungkot nman ako dun. Ah-hah. Pero, okei lang. xP Wla nko mggwa dun. Db nuh? Oo ka nlng. Haha. =))

~Never judge a day by it's weather. Parang, "Don't judge the book by it's cover" lang e. totoo nman. eh kaso, malakas rn impact ng first impression e. haha. bhla na nga lang. nsa sayo nman yun. ;)

May napapansin ka? Hnd na english noh? Ktmad e. xD Next time na. Kk? Wag angal. Haha.

Monday; Hndi ko madescribe. >,< Boring na hndi e? ewn ko ba. kulang pa ko ng isang plate. ung sobrang dali na plate 2. ung pinaka'madli pa yung wala ako. tss. wla kse akng kopya e. "- -,

Pero okay lang. Npasa ko nman ung 4 na kulang. ;) tch. buti, nhabol pa. buti nlng tlga. haha.

Favorite subject of the day? ELA! Haha. "THE WAR IS OVER" =)) adk lang e. tawa ako ng tawa. Sir George kse.

"falling inlove is like, falling asleep while classes are going on. you're not supposed to. BUT YOU DID" ;)

totoo nman, *kht ppno. inaantok nko kgaad. >,< gaa. kelangan ko ng pampagsng! xD coffe frappe. caramel frappe. dark mocha frappe. yeah. haha. adik.*yawn. O_O

*dapat sguro, tnatpos ko na to dto. haha.

- SORRY. SORRY. :)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Problems hold messages..

2009-10-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

Aun, Haha. Special Mention ko dto si ~~Whore~~. =)) SORRY NA PO. xD

Sabado; Nakaka'ewan na Sabado. Ansaya ng TLE, syempre. wlang teacher e. =)) Haha. Plate 3,5 na nttpos ko. Haha. ung isometric nlang ni plate 4. Kunsakaling mtpos ko yun bukas.. plate 2 nlng! waaha. ansya.

Wala nnman akng ma'alala sa nanyare ngayong araw. grbe lang e. hndi ko nnman nagalaw ung "Sister's keeper" 8-| Andme kseng ggwin e. Nako.. Sayang.

do you know why devils are sometimes admired?

it is because they know how to fight even though
they are DESTINED TO FAIL.

okay. wla lang, nagpapahaba lang ulet ng post. nakoo, wla tlga akong ma'lala. haiyy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANDREA! ;) kht d kme masyado naguusap. magkaklase nman kme ng 2schlyrs. ok na yun. haha. bsta, hapi burtdey. kht alm kong, dmo to mbbsa. ;)

Next week na Ibong Adarna! yay. excited nman ako. haha. :| Excited. Bsta. yun na yon. Nabbored nko sa gngwa ko. kung ano ano lang nman kse cnsbi ko dto. 8-| nko. Sorry kung boring to. pti ung mga nakaraang posts. hnm, lhat pla. sorry kse boring lhat ng post. =)) ok kna? nagsorry na ah. haha.

Nubanmanto. Gsto ko prn ng Frappe. :| Miss ko na tlga yuun. okay, nggutom nnman ako. psh. ano ba masrap kainen. ung hnd na ko mggtom, pgktpos. uko na kumaen e. la nko gnwa kundi kumaen. haha.

Nakaka'antok na. Nubayan.. wla nkng msbe. :'(

- Sorry na nga e. :D

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Every little thing he does is magic;

2009-10-09T04:10:00.000-07:00

inactive mode: ON.

Security code: *****

Thursday went fine. Yata. Atleast, that's what i remember? Idunno.. ;)
Hmn, Ate 2pcs. of Maki and a slice of Pizza Lasagna during AP. Haha. Assignment nman yun e. XD Legal ung pagkaen ko nu. Sorry kung naging madmot ako nun, Gtom lang tlga. Haha. Peace yo.

*Pramis, naasar na talaga ako sayo. :| Hndi na ko nttuwa. waa. >,< Pero, ano ba nman magagawa ko. Ganyan ka e. =)) Haiyy. That's life. 8-|

Hnm, ano pa ba. :-? tumataba na ko. :'( Saklap ng buhay. Bt kse ansrap kumaen. Psh. T__T

Friday; Na'aadik ako sa semi-colon. Haha. Hndi ko parin tpos ung mga platong yun. Orthographic plang ng Plate 4 nttpos ko. (Ksama na yung Plate 3) Tas, Nawala pa ni --t- yung kopya ng mga Mdelplates ko. D*mn. o_o Ano nlng ggwn ko? Grr. "- -,

Bukas, Sabado. Pero may pasok. :'( Monday sched nman e. ok nrin, kht ppno. haha. pero sa Oct17, Wednesday sched. T__T 5:00 pa nman dismissal nmen nun. waa.

"Good things happen when you go for it." Daily Advice; Facebook. Haha. Naishare lang. Pampahaba ulet post. Haha. Para masaya. nu ba. :))

Aw. Npka'thoughtful ni Dustine! :") Ngbgay sia ng friendship bracelet. Baet nuh? Haha. Slmat ng marmi, dustine. XD

Urgh. I hate you so much, ***n ***. Haha. >:( unfair mo sobraa. grr. Srap mong.. Amf.

"Love Deeply." Short inspirational quote of the day; Facebook. Haha. Pampahba ult ng post. :D Ano nman kaya meaning nian. =)) Insipirational ba yun, hnd nmn ako nainspire.. :))

- BRB. Haha

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

You are the only exception. :")

2009-10-06T03:56:00.000-07:00

Jusko po. Angwapo! <3 Mhal ko na tlga to. Hahaha. xP

Tuesday; Waa. Auko ng araw na 'to. >:( Bumagsak kse ako sa AP. 10/20?! Panira kse Test II e. Pero, okay lang. Hnd ko nnman masyado gets topic ng math. Mali, gets ko pala. Pero, plge nman akong mali sa expo. Lintek. Expo nlng nman e. Madli na yunn. Magaaral na nga ako. xD [Patunay lang na hndi tlga gumagana utak ko pag math. Haiyy.]

Bilhin mko sa FFS. ;) Haha. 49M lang e. Muyaman ka nman, dbaa? xD

*Naasar nko sa gngwa mo ah. Haha. Nkkasawa nrn. Haiyy. Paulit'ulit nlng kse. Psh. Ayoko na. xD*

NP: Hush hush - Pussycat dolls

I don't Want Too, Stay Another Minute, i don't Want You, To Say A Single Word.

Next topic.. Hahaha.

Nakakantok grbe. Ano ba nman 'to. Plge nlng ako inaantok. o_o Pano ung mga takdang aralin? Waaha. Wala kse ung pampagcng ko e. Posang gala. Hnd nnman ako nkahingi ng kopya ng modelplato. Sna malala ko na tlga bukas. Gsto ko na tapusin ung mga plato e. :|

Lyrics of the day; "cause I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baaabyyyyyyy" -Jonas Brothers. Haha. Wala. Naishare lang. Pampahaba ng post. :P Nittmad nnman ako magenglesh. Tch. Sbi ni Hopia teks teks. Hnd nman nagtteks. Haha. Nukayayun. =))

Facebook; Daily Advice - "Trust your crazy ideas" wahaha. pwede, pwede. ggwa ako ng madmeng kalokohan. =))

Okei. wla ng Sembreak. :'( Ampogi lang e. Tas, may pasok pa ng Saturday. Haha. Saya nuh? :| octbr 10, 17, 24. tchh. pero okei lang, kse this saturday.. mlmang monday sched. haha. 3:40 dismisal nman nun. Waa. XD

Basahin mo kaBLOG ni Abby. :") Nabanggt ako dun. Haha. Kaya, inedit ko tong post na 'to. Mahl ko daw kse sia. ^^ <3

Gusto ko ng; Coffee Frappe tska ng kht anong chocolate basta white. gets mo? bsta. white chocolate. ok? Penge nman o. Sge naa, ples? xD

- Baby, hush hush. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

too much can kill; a little can cure. ;)

2009-10-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

"the pizza is a moon on your plate, and no matter how deep may be the night of your appetite. it will always light up the way" -yellowcab

So the day went boring. Haha. *Kidding. It actually went fine. Pero, nittmad ako mgblog ngayon. :( ewan ko ba. I was having a headache since.. Math? Idunno. It always give me headaches. =)) Pero, iba e. Haha. Nvm.

Yeah. So i'm done with my plate 3 na. pero hndi pko tpos sa plate 2, 4, 5 (pati ata 6? haha). o, nu twag mo sken? Haha. Wla kse aqng kopya ng mga model platess nun e. >,<

Now Playing; 18 days - Saving Abel. <3

Cause its been 18 days since I first held you, but to me it feels just like it feels like a lifetime. I'm trying hard to re-arrange some say its the hardest thing to do, but that's another 18 days.. without you..

Need kateks. Haha. Wla masyado nag'ggm. Mlmang, busy sila sa pagaaral "kuno", peace. ^^ lam ko nmang may nagaarl dn senio e. xP -- Bought C2 fer my recess. Candies fer my lunch. Diet ba? Hndi nman. :")

"Forgive even if you can't forget" -> (Sabi ng FB; Daily Advice) Saktong sakto nman sa cnsbi ko kninang umaga. Haha. Curious ka? better ask alleine. ^^, 'wan ko lang kung malala pa nia yunn. :P

Kasalukuyang naglalaro ng Barn Buddy. Nkpagbenta ako ng 7,000+ Haha. Lang. Andme nangnakaw sken e. "- -, Haiyy. Pero, okay lang. gawain ko rn un nuon e. Haha. "History repeats itself" Sbe nga ni Joaquin. ;)

Now playing; She is the west coast - That was something/The boys of summer

I'll grab your hand and I’ll close your eyes, if you feel my heart if you feel alive. i'll take you back to any moment in time, if you feel my heart if you feel alive.

-- wlnkmsb. :-h

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

She is the saint of all the sinners.

2009-10-02T03:12:00.000-07:00

^^, Yeah. So how am i going to start this. :| Blahblahblah.

Blablah. Haha.Went to Nicole's house to practice fer our play, Cinderella. Nikki, Micah, Vera and Leslie was there too. ate sinigang, fer lunch. medio gloomy nung pagka'gncg ko, pero hndi nman masyado. kse medio nga e. made me remembr of forks again. >,< haiyy. speaking of forks, new moon will be showed next month right? lols. miss edward and bella. and of course alice. "- -, and. jacob. and all of 'em. xD

NP: Before the lobotomy - Greenday. <3

Dying, everyone's reminded. Hearts are washed in misery..Drenched in gasoline. Laughter, there's no more laughter, Songs of yesterday now live in the underground. );

Played with Ivan. Nicole's cousin. Aww, he's such a cute lil' boy. :") He's only three years old, but he looks much more oldr. I was really attracted by his lips. Haha. Idunno. It's the first thing i saw when i looked at him. i'm gonna miss ivan.. :)

- - -

"Pag-asa: Typhoon Pepeng has just combined with a tropical storm forming a so called Hyper typhoon. No typhoon has ever matched the speed of it's winds. which can easily breakdown concrete walls. downpour is estimated to be thrice as ondoy's. please pass to inform everyone. prepare well for the strongest typhoon to ever hit the country. also charge your phones now, cause Meralco will shut down the electricity tonight. Please use wisely, cause you might need it for emergency calls. typhoon pepeng is a type5 storm. critical hours is at 9pm tonight. winds and rains are stronger than milenyo. and metro manila will be hit by the tail / body unless it will change its course."

Ahaha. totoo ba yan? /:) Sna hnd. Kwawa nman ung iba. Signal no. 1 lang nman tayo sbe nung TV e. Haiyy. :| Gsto ko pahabain tong p o s t na to. haha.

I'm starting to miss my armchair. my locker. and my seatmates, of course. especially joaquin. ;) Haha. ansrap kse kultn nun e. *apir?

NP: All i need is you - Click five

We don't need to go that far let's hold on to where we are, if it's real we'll make it through. cause all I need is you. <3 :")

"Love is like a Stapler. It's easy to attach, But hard to detach. And the worst when your able to detach it; It leaves the paper d-a-m-a g-e-d"

message from: nikki.

-- My generation is zero ;)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

you've got a smile that could light up this whole town.

2009-10-01T02:21:00.000-07:00

NP: You belong with me - Taylor swift.

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town, ihavent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down..you say you find I know you better than that. Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

Went to Gelyn's box to have some fun. y'know, girls just wanna have fun. haha. *kidding. sam was there too, that's why it's full of laughs. Played with Ruka, Gelyn's dog. She was very playful in a way she's friendly too. Ruka gave Sam the willies. She kept on Screaming, "Waaa! Wag niung ibigay sken yan!" Haha. She's really scared. I dunno. I guess she had a trauma? She was bitten by a dog before. Aww. Poor sam. >:)

We watched Yaya and Angelina the Spoiled brat movie at smo. Haha. we had a fun time laughing at some of the scenes. Sobrang saya. Hnm, 2 Large na popcorn tska isang regular naubos nmen. kewl nuh. Hndi kme gutom eh. xP

NP: Forever and Always - Taylor Swift

Once upon a time, i believe it was a tuesday when i caught your eye and we caught onto something. I hold onto the night you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me.

Yeah. I need kausap. Haha. Idunno. We're going to have a practice fer Cinderella tomo. Excited. Though, it's a bit early. amf. so, i need to wake up at around 7? tsk. Rain rain go away! waa. Sana hndi umlan. >,<

~~Cinderella~~'s not ready fer her role yet. whw. so where am i going to get the costumes? the glass slippers, especially. argh. >,< way too expensive. "- -,

Let's pray fer the victims of bagyong ondoy. andmeng nasalanta e.

-- Forever and Always ;)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Fly B L A C K hearts <3

2009-09-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

i missed my blog. :)

Now playing; Diamond Shotgun - Chicosci. ate mikee kse e, sbe magnda. :P

fly black hearts into the sky..we're never meant to fall, and we'll touch all the lost start to see, start to feel fly black hearts into the sky we're never meant to fall and we'll touch all the lost stars.

Monday was the most tiring day fer me. I was like out of puff after the looong walk. I didn't understand a thing during the mass, that's why i kept on texting and laughing with my siblings. :)) Haha. I know, its a disrespect to laugh during mass, especially when it's about the death thingy. hehe. ansma nmen nuh. >:)

~~tk and orange, ;)~~

Tuesday was good. We had a fine lunch at ocho. >:) (Gonna upload pics laturr) went to Robinson's tacloban then Airport. My tuesday wass full of eating. believe me. :( After eating my lunch, we ate icecream at Robinson's then took some snacks at the Airport. Ate a Ham and Cheese croissant (my favurit) during the flight. Ate dinner at home. I hate myself fer eating too much. >:(

Wednesday. I just hope, this won't be a boring day. Amf. I lost my copies of the model plates in TLE. now, i'm gonna be dead. :| I haven't passed my Plate 2 & 3. Arrrgh. pde bang gawan mo nman ako? sge naa. Hai nko. anhrap nman kse nun eh. tsk. tsk.

*And yes, I was bored. I am bored. Argh. I ended up in watching Barbie and the three musketeers. =)) No. let me rephrase it. i ended up in watching barbie and the three musketeers with yasmin because she pleaded me to watch with her, not because i wanted to. :P kk?

Currently listening to Knock knock by Lenka. Just finished eating my dinner. ^^ And now chatting with Hopia and Dustine. I miss Hopia so much. :") Yeah, can't wait to chat with her again. Hnm, i think i gotta end this now. \m/

~~sorry fer teh grammer. :]~~

LOCK AND LOAD.

baby, lets go. -- GTG.

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Coin operated boy ;)

2009-09-26T16:04:00.000-07:00

Aww. Will be out fer three days. :( Haha. I'll mishyoo blog.

GoodMorning!

Currently listening to Coin operated boy by The Dresden Dolls. Haha. Try to listen to some of their songs. Its cute in a way it's kinda creepy. 8-| It's like an evil clown will appear. Idunno. Never mind me. :|

COIN OPERATED BOY ~ MUSIC VIDEO

try to look at her eyebrows. haha. it's kewl. XP

Coin operated boy sitting on the shelf he is just a toy, but i turn him on and he comes to life, automatic joy..that is why i want a coin operated boy.

Hnm, it was a cold morning. I slept for almost 5hours. Haha. ~~Gian~~ called last night, but it didn't last fer 5mins.(It was around 11pm, i guess?) Telebabad nuh? >:) Sinusungitan ko daw kse. ^^, Haha. Hndi nia kinaya. un yon. waa, he's voice sounds like --'s voice. haha. :S scared me to death. amf.

Haven't ate my breakfast yet. Haha. ^^, ~~this post is poppycock~~. :( dun' really know what to say. tss. Oh, by the way.. i'll be absent on monday. and yeah, i actually hate it. i'll ~~miss~~ my AP class so much. :| really. 8-|

Coin operated boy, all the other real ones that i destroy..cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll never let him go and i'll never be alone, not with my coin operated boy..

I WANT A COIN OPERATED BOY ;)

--GTG.

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Lead me, out on the moonlit floor.

2009-09-25T03:22:00.000-07:00

Woah, Friday was the greatest day fer this week.We partied for almost an hour, i guess? Yeah. 'coz it's T.Lyna's Birthday. (Lols. I mentioned it on my last post, right?) Favorite song fer teh day? kiss me. It was really a great song. ^^, Nolence sang it infront of the class. (including the former darwinians.) He was so great in playing the guitar. He has the voice too. :)

We made T.Lyna believe that Nolence and Von had a fight. Tsk. "Asan na si Nolence?" Was her first four words as she opened the door. Haha. It was bigtime. ;) we started diggin' in after Nolence and his boys presented their intermission numbers. Even the Pasteur class prepared a cake fer T. Lyna, <3 Thea & Rowena together with Nolence, Sang "Guardian Angel" By the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. The three of 'em we're absolutely greaat. Haha. What else?

Oh, yeah.. some of our boys danced NOBODY by wondergirls. they're dance number was so priceless. it made the whole class laugh. Nolence even danced TOUCH MY BODY by Mariah. =)) Hnm..He's good at dancing too.

Currently watching The XFactor2009. Haha. It was soo cute. ;) Honestly. Haha. Episode 5, Ethan Boroian's Kindaa Hot. Amf. *Kindaa. ok? --Cheryl Cole is soo Stunning. xD She's such a beauty. Blah. Now what am i gonna say.,

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight, lead me out on the moonlit floor..lift your open hand..strike up the band and make the fireflies dance silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me.. :*

it was really a great song. <3 both NFG's and Sixpence's Version was awesome. ^^, yeah. i should end this now. hahaa. it's getting nonsense. amf.

-GTG. "- -,

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Ayokona?

2009-09-24T04:44:00.000-07:00

Haha. Medio badtrip kase ngyon. Amf. :P Ugh, Kapikon. Kala ko Unli nko.. "- -, Hndi pa pala. Tsk. Nakailang teks dn ako kay Iandro ah? Sayang ung load. Psh.

Bakit kaya ganun Blogtitle ko? Ahaha. Sikret! Amf. Wala ako msbi. Waah. Haha. Magkkwento nlng ako, Kanina.. Napagaltan nia ko. Stig nuh? Haha .Weh, d nman. Haha. Aun tas blahblah.

basta. AYOKO NA. ano ba kseng ayaw ko na? Waa. Haha. Di ko rin alam eh. Amf. Pag nalaman mo kung ano. Share mo sken ah!? Suus. Share yer blessings daw eh. XP

Birthday ni T. LYNA bukaas! Aun. Ilang taon na kaya siaa? Waa. Si Reinna! Birthday rn nia. XD Waha. Dawalang tao pala tatanda bukas! Kwl. XP

Haha. Psensya na ah? Wala tlga ako msbi eh. :) Bwi nlng ako bukas.. ^^,

"THALIA, RESBAKAN NA NATIN!"

-Iandro. Haha. Loko kse. >:)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

H a r a K i r i.

2009-09-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I've learned a new word today. Actually, it's a Japanese word. Haha. Amf. I was scanning the dictionary while waiting for T. Malou, then i suddenly saw the word "Hara Kiri", It means a Method of suicide in Japanese. xD i find it coool. (Like it's not obvious. 8-| I even used the word as my title. psh. haha. peace, yo! Don't mind my attitude fer today. :P) it rhymes with "~~Hana Kimi~~" The Taiwanese show aired by ABS-CBN. I got addicted to it, because i was attracted by Bryan. haha. :")

Currently listening to Alanis Morisette's Ironic. :P It's like rain on your wedding day, it's a free ride when you've already paid, it's the good advice that you just didn't take..who would've thought, it figures.. I got *LSS on this song. >,< it was playing on my mind all throughout the day. haha. :))

Ooh. I'm 72% Bad and 28% Good according to the quiz i've taken in facebook. Haha. seems right. >:) Idunno.. I just feel like being baad. *wallbash. it's in my nature. so you better accept it. ;)

I'm starting to miss Jun Pyo . :( Haha. Like we're friends? In my dreams.. yeah. >:P I know. ^^, It's just that i was starstrucked by his beauty. amf. (Is beauty the right term?) Pardon me fer my grammar. *wallbash.

Warning: Lee min ho may not look that cute in this pic.

BUTTERFINGER made my day. :") aww. i love it fer reals. (haha. ate wendy's term.. "fer reals") It's my dinner fer today. XP I'm on a diet. haha. what? I know it's sweet..

"If you use your head, you won't get fat even if you eat sweets" - L Lawliet

The problem is.. tssk. I don't use my head. >:) *kidding. haha. (tssk. should i remove the "kidding"?) don't be surprised if one day.. you'll just see me, double of my size now. :| Woah. I just wish that wouldn't happen. :S

Friendstertalk! Haha. I'm still groupless. :P I'm thinking if i should join Class S? I dunno.. Oh. Anyway, i already got 2061 posts and 123 reputations. :) I love it. <3

My Lolo died yesterday. Hnm, I'm not actually afffected at all. we're not close kase. I heard mom talking to kuya that we're leaving this Sunday. I dunno. I'm not sure. :| Argh. I don't want to be absent fer two days. :( Gonna miss my LOCKER, and my CHAIR. T__T and my seatmates.. aww.

BB. :) Longest Post fer now. ^^

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

And I'll tell myself, " I'm Over You "..

2009-09-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

I AM THE ~~KING~~ OF WISHFUL THINKING.

NP: King of wishful thinking - NFG

BlahBlah. :| Tuesday didn't went that good. I was sleepy all throughout the day. (--> It made me a little moody and snobbish. Amf. that's why I didn't look like in a fine fettle today. :p)

ELA & ELECTIVE -- Favorite subjects fer the day! :P we're allowed to speak bilingual. Sa wakas! Pde narin ang taglish. Yeah, No Deductions for two months? Great. XP

~~Cinderella.~~ Now I can't back up. :[ this is it. this is really is it. amf. :| Goodluck TK..

P.E class was a barrel of laughs. Sir kse e. Pinauna girls. >,< aun tuloy.. andame nwalan ng dignigad. (isa ako dun.. ^^) Though, it was kinda embarassing for us girls to take it seriously, Our group got the highest point. ~~KIM FRAYRE~~ is our MVP. Hahaha.

- - -

GTG. :o

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Cry me a river.

2009-09-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

HAWT. :") Kim Ki Bum is soo ~~Hot~~! :P

Now Playing: Happiness ~ Super Junior.

Friday. A not-so-boring day. Haha. I haven't wrote my written statement yet. :( Gaad. I don't even know how to write one. "- -, Waa. And y'know what? My notebook in Science is ~~missing~~. d*mn. I so hate this day. :| though, the day went kinda funn. *kindaa. Xb Hnm. What else..

Woah. I understood what S.**** discussed today. A miracle, isn't it? though, I still let Alex to be the first one to use the Computer. dunno why. It's just that.. I don't feel comfortable? Tss. I always don't. Haha. Xb Our topic in Math is kinda funn. I like it fer real. XP Hnm.. attentive? no.. impossible. I can't be. :))

I'm currently listening to Happiness by SuJu. It's a nice song. really. I loove it. <3 Kim ki bum is sooo cute. <3 d*mn. i just wish i could have him this Christmas. X_X ampf.

Feelin' Sleepy..

GTG. :) BB.

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Beauty in Breakdown.

2009-09-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

Ugh. Wednesday is a tiring day. damn. we were like rushing off one's feet just to finish the bulletin board. tssk. we still made it, though. Haha. and it went like a bomb. *kidding. you can take a look if you have time. appreciate the beauty we've done. =))

we're excused all throughout the day. ~~again~~. still fun, like yesterday. haha. and Joanna made it more funnier. wanna know what she did? ask her. hnm, or maybe.. approach vera? she got an evidence. tssk. xD

19.89 -> Karma on plurk. :( it keeps on decreasing. haha. can't really find time to plurk. and i'm starting to find it ~~boring~~? hmpf. i'll just try to catch up. 8-|

It's funny how sometimes you've been doing everything to get out of place, and when you've found the time to leave.. it's when also you've found a reason to stay..

Hungry...

Gtg :)

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

Recycle: The possibilities are endless.

2009-09-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

Now Playing: When she cries - MYMP

Uh yaah. `been really ~~busy~~ this day. "- -, though, I still find if fun, why? we're excused all throughout the day. it's like a no classes day. but still plateful of things to do. we need to finish all the write ups and blah blah for the science bulletin board. and we need it tomorrow. tssk.

we had three drills today. two fire drills and one for the earthquake. the speaker (he didn't mentioned his name. or maybe, i was not listening that time..) discussed something about.. safety tips? i guess. he kept on saying not to run.. but those little kids disobeyed him. >:) he explained that running and panicking may cause stampede. the reason why santino was able to meet BRU. i dunno if he was joking that time, or there were just some problems about his.. y'know. pronunciation or something.

Curse math. haha. really hate those long solutions. "- -, gives me headache. *wallbash psh. :|

I MISS YOU.. starbuck's! the sweet scent of coffee. <3 Aww. :")

"She’s always been there for me, Whenever I’ve fallen.. When nobody else believes, She’ll be there by my side."

// forbidden to remember. terrified to forget. it was a hardline to walk ♥

WALAKOMASABI. :|

2009-09-12T01:59:00.000-07:00

* * * * *

NP: Bullet for my valentine ~ Hearts burst into fire.

Wala ako masabi. Hindi ko pa tinitignan card ko. T__T haha. nakakatakot eh. :P psh. Pustahan tayo, Lowest ko MATH. (siyempre, palage nman eh. :| ) db noh? haha. magaling kba dun? kung oo, wag kna. kung hnde, lika. isumpa nteen ang math! :P Haha. Haissst.

Ansaya knina! :P ngpunta si Gelyn tska si Sophia sa skooool. asteeg. Tas.. tsk. ayaw pa gumana nung Security code ko knina. Ampf. Pero ok na, Thanks to gelyn. =)) Tska sa mga taong kasama ko kanina. Andme kong nakaen. haha. :P wla nnman ako msbi. ano pa ba pwede ikwento. Blah blah blah blah.

Sabi ng payat sa mataba..
Payat: Bakit ang taba mo?
Mataba: Syempre. Para pag wala na tayong makaen. Kayo mamamatay na. Kame, papayat palang. :P
-- oo nga nman. haha. masaya nkong mataba ako. =))

//the lovers. the dreamers, and Me. :)

ALMOST LOVER♥

2009-09-05T23:17:00.000-07:00

Goodbye my almost lover.. Goodbye my hopeless dream.. I'm trying not to think about you.. Can you just let me be??

Eek. I wanna give up the role of ~~Cinderella~~. I just can't imagine myself, singing.. and acting, and doing those odd hand gestures, 8-| Plus. I believe that me and andrei don't have this, special chemistry that lovers have. i mean partners. duh. haha. we don't even look good together.

Wee. Guess What? I'm craving for pizza again! Haha. I'm hungry, and it's not funny. :| Tss. Anyway, I love the cool weather. It makes me wanna sleep all day. :) Yay fer tomorrow! No Classes. Yipee. Let's make everyday a "No Classes" day. Haha.

* I changed my skin. :P I mean my blogskin. It's all because of the weather. Haha. Makes me Bored. :)

- GTG now. :)

//the lovers. the dreamers, and Me. :)